Journal Entry
Seeking Answers: A Journey Through Inner Turmoil
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When I'm on a plane
Feeling detached from the world or situation while traveling
And everything seems so small
Sense of perspective where problems seem insignificant from a distance
When I'm on the road
Reflecting while on a journey
None of my problems fit in my hands
Problems seem overwhelming and difficult to handle
Running away
Escaping from current circumstances to find the root cause of issues
Going to see what's wrong
Seeking to understand what's going wrong
They keep on telling me
Others advising on how certain actions will improve the situation
That this will better me
Assurance that suggested actions will lead to improvement
Life is always testing but I got all of the questions like
Feeling prepared for life's challenges, having all the questions
Will it solve all of my problems
Repetition of doubts and questions about whether certain actions will solve problems, alleviate pain, and make everything better
Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
-Will it solve all of my problems
-Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
-I didn't think
Surprised at becoming different from the family
I would be
Unforeseen deviation from the family's norm
The family anomaly
Striving to meet expectations despite feeling like an anomaly
Im trying to be
Attempting to fulfill others' desires
Everything that you just
Pressure to conform to external expectations
Honestly
Admitting uncertainty about fitting in anywhere
I don't think
Difficulty in belonging to any specific place
I can fit either place imma be imma be
Feeling perpetually lost or unable to find a place of belonging
Lost forever
Feeling abandoned or detached
One too strict
One environment being too strict
The other way too quiet
Another environment being too silent or inactive
Lord Im just asking for guidance
Pleading for guidance from a higher power
This like my fifth school and surprising to nobody
Frequent changes in schools without positive results
Its not working
Repeated questioning of the effectiveness of actions taken
So I got a question so let me remind ya
-Its not working
-So I got a question so let me remind ya
-Its not working
-So I got a question so let me remind ya
-Its not working
-So I got a question so let me remind ya
-Will it solve all of my problems
-Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
-Will it solve all of my problems
-Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
-Will it solve all of my problems
-Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
-Will it solve all of my problems
-Will solve all of my pain
-Will everything seems to workout
-Will every will everything
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