Lyrics
Carrying the weight cause I'm the one to blame
Feeling responsible and burdened for the situation because of personal actions
Losing everything to all those games you played
Suffering losses due to manipulative or deceitful actions played by someone
And you're doing just fine
Observing the other person seemingly unaffected or doing well despite the situation
My mind's at ease
Experiencing a calm state of mind
I'm on my knees
Feeling emotionally vulnerable and pleading
I'm calling it quits
Deciding to end the relationship or situation
I should be numb to this
Expected to be emotionally detached, but still affected
But I'm breaking while you're moving on without me
Feeling broken while the other person is moving forward without emotional repercussions
So light a match onto my paper skin
Symbolic act of self-destruction, hoping to be forgotten
And I'll vanish from your side like ashes in the wind
Expressing the desire to disappear like ashes scattered by the wind
I'm ready this time
Feeling prepared for a significant change or decision
I'm ready to fall
Expressing readiness to fall or fail
The way that you felt, you never felt at all
The other person never truly experienced the emotions being felt
How could you just let this happen?
Expressing disbelief or shock at the situation
You surely knew that this was going to break me
The expectation that the situation would be destructive
You never cared and that's why I'll be moving on alone
Acknowledging the lack of care from the other person and deciding to move forward alone
An empty chest and a broken mind
Feeling emotionally empty and mentally shattered
Make it hard to realign with the things you'll never find
Difficulty in aligning with things that will never be found or understood
I tell myself to not show weakness
Encouraging oneself not to show vulnerability
While you're making progress
Contrasting personal struggles with the progress of the other person
I'm not the type to pretend I'm on your mind
Refusing to pretend to be on the other person's mind
I'm ready this time
Reiterating preparedness for a significant change or decision
I'm ready to fall
Expressing readiness to fall or fail, repeating the sentiment
The way that you felt, you never felt at all
Reiterating that the other person never truly felt the emotions
How could you just let this happen?
Expressing disbelief or shock at the situation, repeating the sentiment
You surely knew that this was going to break me
Reiterating the expectation that the situation would be destructive
You never cared and that's why I'll be moving on alone
Reaffirming the decision to move forward alone due to the lack of care
Moving on alone
Emphasizing the intention to move forward alone
Im not the type to pretend I'm on your mind
Reiterating the refusal to pretend to be on the other person's mind
Put an end to this lie we're living
Calling for an end to the deceptive or false life being lived
Table all the cards you're holding
Suggesting a transparent discussion or confrontation about the situation
Condescending happy ending
Describing a resolution that seems patronizing but positive
The only way is up from here
Optimistic perspective on moving forward from the current situation
And while I'm living you're just surviving
Contrasting a meaningful life with mere survival
I'm over all the shit you're hiding
Expressing frustration with the other person's hidden issues
I'm tired of trying and denying
Expressing fatigue from efforts to try and deny the situation
I hope you get what you deserve
Expressing a desire for the other person to face consequences
I'm ready this time
Reiterating preparedness for a significant change or decision, repeating the sentiment
I'm ready to fall
Expressing readiness to fall or fail, repeating the sentiment
The way that you felt, you never felt at all
Reiterating that the other person never truly felt the emotions, repeating the sentiment
How could you just let this happen?
Expressing disbelief or shock at the situation, repeating the sentiment
You surely knew that this was going to break me
Reiterating the expectation that the situation would be destructive, repeating the sentiment
You never cared and that's why I'll be moving on alone
Reaffirming the decision to move forward alone due to the lack of care, repeating the sentiment
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