Lyrics
What's this existence
Questioning the nature of existence or life.
Reality sickness
Feeling overwhelmed or affected by the harshness of reality.
Made it's way through these times
Expressing how this feeling has persisted through time.
Yea, but I'm still alive
Despite the struggles, the individual is still alive and enduring.
What's this resistance
Asking about the point of resistance when no one pays attention.
When no one will listen
Feeling unheard or disregarded by others.
But age for hope in time
Seeking hope for the future despite the current circumstances.
Just hope we're still alive, yea
Expressing the desire for survival amidst uncertainties.
Every time I wake up I'm dazed and confused
Waking up regularly feeling disoriented and puzzled.
Reality is now compulsive
Reality has become obsessive or all-consuming.
Should I be excused
Wondering whether an excuse is warranted to contemplate.
To think about what you want
Considering what others desire or expect.
Think about what you need
Contemplating personal necessities.
Is there anything out there that can cure this disease
Seeking something external to cure the distress caused by thoughts.
For thinking you have have to be something
Feeling pressure to be significant rather than insignificant.
Better than nothing
Always needing validation or acknowledgment from someone.
Always need someone to call bluff on assumptions
Challenging assumptions by someone else's skepticism.
Cause I'm not really like this
Expressing a discrepancy between one's true self and current behavior.
So go ahead and take apart this conscience
Allowing introspection to break down personal moral principles.
Eventually I'll get up with something to prove
Planning to emerge with something meaningful to prove.
Find someone living inside my head till the rent is due
Anticipating a point when the internal conflict is resolved.
It's not about what I want
Stating that personal desires are not the primary concern.
Not about what I need
Emphasizing that personal needs aren't the focus either.
Cause there's absolutely nothing that can cure this disease for thinking -
No external solution exists for the mental distress caused by overthinking.
What's this existence
Reiterating the question about existence or life.
Reality sickness made it's way through these times
Reflecting on how the feeling of reality sickness persists over time.
Yea, but I'm still alive
Despite the enduring struggle, the individual remains alive.
What's this resistance
Asking about the point of resistance when no one listens.
When no one will listen but age for hope in time
Expressing frustration about being unheard despite hoping for change.
Just hope we're still alive, yea
Desiring survival despite uncertainties about the future.
Cause we all believe something
Asserting that everyone believes in something, even if it seems trivial.
If not then for nothing
Implying that believing in something, even trivial, is better than nothing.
Always need someone to call bluff on assumptions
Stating the constant need for someone to challenge assumptions.
Cause I'm not really like this
Reiterating the discrepancy between true self and current actions.
So go ahead and take apart this conscience
Encouraging introspection to break down personal moral principles.
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