Lyrics
I really wanna end this conversation
I want to end this conversation.
I've got so much to do, afraid to tell you
I have a lot to do, but I'm hesitant to express that to you.
So I keep it to myself
I keep my feelings to myself.
I'm becoming my mom right before my eyes
I see myself becoming like my mom, prioritizing others over myself.
Putting everyone else before herself it's such a shame
My mom puts others before herself, and it's regrettable.
Cause really when it comes down to it
Despite this, when it boils down, I'm the one causing my own problems.
I'm the only one that's putting me through it
I'm the one responsible for the difficulties I face.
I wanna move far away where no one will find me
I desire to move away where I can't be easily found.
I wanna lose anything that's gonna remind me
I want to eliminate reminders of the past.
That I can't put me first and it hurts the truth is so much worse oh no
I struggle with prioritizing myself, and facing this truth is painful.
I'm never leaving, too busy people pleasing
I'm stuck in a cycle of people-pleasing and can't leave.
I really wanna write a song for myself
I want to write a song for myself.
But I spend all of my days slaving away for people who pay nothing
I spend my days working for others who don't appreciate it.
It's a selfish machine that I'm floating in
I'm part of a self-centered system, losing my own value in the process.
I'm losing my self worth I try to reverse it's all the same
I'm trying to regain my self-worth, but it feels futile.
Cause really when it comes down to it
Despite the situation, I'm the one causing my own problems.
I'm the only one that's putting me through it
I am responsible for the challenges I face.
I wanna move far away where no one will find me
I want to escape to a place where I won't be easily found.
I wanna lose anything that's gonna remind me
I want to get rid of anything that reminds me of my inability to prioritize myself.
That I can't put me first and it hurts the truth is so much worse oh no
I struggle to put myself first, and facing this truth is painful.
I'm never leaving, too busy people pleasing
I'm trapped in a cycle of people-pleasing and can't break free.
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