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Intoxicating Dreams and Regrets: BSMNT BDRM's Emotional Symphony
Lyrics
Tired of having these dream I can't hold on to
Tired of being unable to retain dreams.
Tired of getting bored and running after you
Weary of becoming bored and pursuing someone.
Can't give up on myself just to make you stay
Refusing to sacrifice self for the sake of keeping someone else.
Manipulate these games that I don't wanna play
Unwilling to engage in manipulative games.
You're the only thing that I regret
Regretful about a particular person or situation.
Of all the mistakes that I can't forget
Weighed down by persistent regrets.
Not allowed to be sober
Not allowed or unable to be sober.
So she always comes over
Someone consistently comes over when the person is not sober.
When I say she loves that
Referring to a statement about the person loving a specific action or behavior.
She fuckin loves that
Emphasizing the intensity of the person's love for the mentioned action.
I can't relax
Expressing an inability to relax or unwind.
I can't go back
Feeling unable to return to a previous state or mindset.
I'm right where she wants me
Being in a situation exactly as desired by the other person.
Puke in the front seat
Experiencing a physical reaction, possibly vomiting, in the front seat.
Off of this molly
Intoxicated with the drug "molly" (MDMA).
I feel like a zombie
Feeling emotionally numb or detached, like a zombie.
Tell my mama I'm sorry
Expressing regret to the person's mother for their actions.
I'm sorry I'm sorry
Reiterating apologies to the mother.
Tired of having these dream I can't hold on to
Repetition of the first line, emphasizing the exhaustion from unattainable dreams.
Tired of getting bored and running after you
Repetition of the second line, reiterating weariness from pursuing someone out of boredom.
Cant give up on my dreams just to make you stay
Repetition of the third line, refusing to abandon personal dreams for the sake of someone else.
Manipulate these games that i don't wanna play
Repetition of the fourth line, expressing a continued reluctance to engage in unwanted games.
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