Lyrics
Running from the past but I’m holding up the future
Struggling with the past while facing challenges in the future.
Never had a plan what a scam what a loser
Lack of a solid plan, feeling like a loser and a victim of a scam.
Can’t get out of bed I don’t want to wake up
Difficulty getting out of bed, reluctance to face reality.
Had a nice dream then my iPhone fucked it up
A positive dream disrupted by the intrusion of technology (iPhone).
You better get a hold of yourself
Encouragement to regain control of oneself.
You’re not setting a good example
A reminder of not setting a positive example for others.
Always getting down on yourself
Frequent self-criticism and negative self-talk.
As if Your dead and they lit up candle
Comparing oneself to being dead, possibly feeling overwhelmed.
Losing my mind
Expressing mental struggles, anxiety, and impatience.
Getting really anxious
-Falling so behind
-Losing all my patients
-Losing my faith in
Losing faith in personal beliefs or values.
What I believe in
-Losing my faith in
-What I believe in
-Losing my mind
Reiteration of mental struggles and frustration.
Getting really anxious
-Falling so behind
-Losing all my patients
-Losing my faith in
Continued loss of faith in personal beliefs or values.
What I believe in
-Losing my faith in
-What I believe in
-No it’s Never good enough
Feeling that nothing is good enough, contemplating giving up.
I always feel like giving up
-I hated school it’s miserable so glad that I made it through
Reflecting on a disliked school experience, trading it for a monotonous job.
Only to end up in this really ugly cubicle
-1 week 2 week off you can really fuck on off
-Traded books and teachers for a desktop and shitty boss
-You better get a hold of yourself
Repeating the need to regain control and set a positive example.
You’re not setting a good example
-Always getting down on yourself
-As if Your dead and they lit up candle
-Losing my mind
Continuing expression of mental and emotional struggles.
Getting really anxious
-Falling so behind
-Losing all my patients
-Losing my faith in
Repeating the theme of losing faith in personal beliefs.
what I believe in
-Losing my faith in
-in what I believe in
-Always talk myself down I became a bully
Internal self-criticism, feeling unprepared for life's challenges.
Give yourself shot I’ll mess it up don’t you worry
-I’m in over my head I was not prepared for this
-Always hearing when you’re older it’ll make sense
-Always talk myself down I became a bully
Reiteration of self-doubt and fear of making mistakes.
Give yourself shot I’ll mess it up don’t you worry
-I’m in over my head I was not prepared for this
-Always hearing when you’re older it’ll make sense
-Losing my mind
Continued expression of anxiety and frustration.
Getting really anxious
-Falling so behind
-Losing all my patients
-Losing my faith in
Persistently losing faith in personal beliefs or values.
What I believe in
-Losing my faith in
-What I believe in
-Losing my mind
Repeated emphasis on mental struggles and impatience.
Getting really anxious
-Falling so behind
-Losing all my patients
-Losing my faith in
Last repetition of losing faith in personal beliefs or values.
What I believe in
-Losing my faith in
-What I believe in
-No it’s Never good enough
Feeling that achievements are never sufficient, contemplating giving up.
I always feel like giving up
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