Lyrics
You´re wasting your days got nothing to do
You are idling away your days with no purpose.
Wondering whether to have a drink or two
Contemplating whether to indulge in alcohol.
To drown your memories forever until they come back again
Attempting to forget your memories permanently, knowing they will resurface.
The only time why you go outside
Your only motivation to go outside is during a specific time.
From time to time on a Friday night
Occasionally going out on Friday nights, reflecting on missed opportunities.
Is to stare from outside at what could have become of your sad little life
Regretfully observing what could have been in your unsatisfying life.
You are so lost in your silent life
You feel deeply lost in your isolated existence.
With no one to talk to
No one to converse with, intensifying your loneliness.
Desperately texting friends you don´t meet constant lies bout your life
Frantically messaging friends with false stories about your life.
You are so lost in your silent life
Continuing to feel lost with no meaningful connections.
With no one to talk to
Texting unknown friends, pretending everything is fine, at least for the night.
Desperately texting friends you don´t know that you´re fine at least for tonight
Reaching out to strangers to project a facade of well-being.
Sometimes you can still remember
Recalling past moments when life was beautiful.
How beautiful it was
Reflecting on the lost beauty of bright summer nights up north.
In those bright but long gone summer nights up north
Nostalgia for a time that has faded away.
But since she is gone
Life feels desolate since a significant person is no longer present.
All the years feel like leaves on last branches
Time passing feels like the falling leaves of a dying forest.
In a quiet make-believe autumn forest at dawn
A metaphorical autumnal forest at dawn signifies the end of something.
When you roam the streets alone at night
Wandering alone through the streets during the night.
The flickering lights in the most rundown houses
Observing warm lights in dilapidated houses.
Flicker so fucking warm
Flickering lights evoke strong emotions.
And at home you leave your door open at dawn
Leaving the door open at home, symbolizing hope, but realizing no one waits.
But deep down you know there´s is noone there to wait for
Deep down, acknowledging there is no one to wait for anymore.
Wait for anymore
No expectations, no waiting.
You are so lost in your silent life
Continuing to feel lost in isolation.
With no one to talk to
No meaningful conversations, resorting to texting.
Desperately texting friends who don´t care that you´re fine what a lie
Messaging friends who don't care, projecting a false image.
We are so lost in our silent lives
A collective sense of being lost in isolated lives.
With no one to talk to
Shared loneliness with no one to communicate with.
Staring at screens pretending that we´re still alive
Engaging in virtual interactions, pretending to be alive.
At least for tonight
Maintaining the illusion of vitality, at least for tonight.
At least for tonight
Repeating the hope for a temporary escape from reality.
We´re playing alive and we don´t realise
Unaware that the facade of being alive conceals the death of real lives in the past.
That years ago our real lives must have died
A realization that genuine lives may have ceased years ago.
At least for tonight
Reiterating the temporary nature of the illusion, at least for tonight.
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