Lyrics
I am in your room and I can not sleep
I am physically present in your room, but I am unable to sleep.
There are voices in my head saying you don't love me
I hear conflicting thoughts in my mind suggesting that you do not love me.
I'm staring at the photographs of people on your wall
I'm looking at the pictures of people displayed on your wall.
It hurts because I know I'll never know them at all
It pains me because I realize I will never truly know those people.
Something in you doesn't seem at painful as me
There's something about you that doesn't appear as painful as my own experience.
It is almost as though I've betrayed my body
It feels like I've betrayed my own body.
I'd like to think she liked it but I know she did not
While I want to believe she enjoyed it, deep down, I know she did not.
Thinking 'bout our body parts tied up in knots
Contemplating the intricacies of our intimate connection.
Lilies in my right hand
I hold lilies in my right hand.
I kill them with my left
I destroy them with my left hand.
I give you what I am
I offer you my true self.
You leave me what's left
You take what remains of me.
Killer on the inside
Internally, I harbor destructive tendencies.
I'll be what you want
I am willing to become what you desire.
So call me as I am babe
Call me as I am, your means of release.
Your vessel to get off
I am the vessel through which you find satisfaction.
Had a dream last night I didn't understand
Had a dream where I was confused and you were one of the problems.
I was hiding from the monsters and you were one of them
I was hiding from monsters, and you were among them.
I am little, I'm a kid, things aren't very hard
Despite being small and young, life isn't easy for me.
I'm hunting for the fairies in my backyard
I search for magical moments in my innocence.
Serpent in my right hand
I hold a serpent in my right hand.
Tight around my neck
It's tightly wrapped around my neck.
I give you what I am
I offer you my true self again.
You leave me what's left
Once more, you take what's left of me.
Killer on the inside
I have destructive tendencies within me.
I'll be what you want
I am willing to become what you desire, even if it's harmful.
So call me as I am babe
Call me as I am, your means of release.
A vessel to get off
I am a vessel for you to find satisfaction and escape.
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