Lyrics
I want to fall in love
I want to experience love.
I'm jealous of those other guys
I feel envious of other guys who have girlfriends who are genuinely nice.
With girlfriends who are really really nice
Specifically referring to those other guys' girlfriends being exceptionally kind.
Ayy
An interjection, indicating a casual expression.
I'm a little awkward but I got a lot to give
Admitting to being slightly awkward but having a lot to offer in a relationship.
Maybe we can start a family with like 20 kids
Expressing a desire to potentially have a large family of 20 children.
Haha
An amused expression, perhaps at the thought of having such a big family.
But honestly,
An introduction to a more serious thought or topic.
Can I be a little serious?
Requesting permission to speak more seriously.
I want someone to come along
Desiring someone to enter their life and teach them the true essence of love.
And show me what love really is
Questioning the nature of the current relationship.
Are we just here together
Wondering if the current closeness is the sole reason for being together.
Cuz we're really close
Speculating that their real soulmate might be living elsewhere.
And maybe my real soulmate
Questioning if they're only destined to love those in close proximity.
Is out living on the coast? ohh
Expressing uncertainty about the chemistry in their current relationship.
Are we just doomed to love
Doubting the worth of the relationship.
Those in close proximity
Contemplating whether their relationship resembles a master-servant dynamic.
And hope to god that there might be
Fearing that both might suffer and the relationship might fade away.
A hint of some good chemistry
Expressing fear about escalating conflicts in the relationship.
And yet I'm not even sure if it's really worth it
Admitting to being scared, emphasizing honesty about their feelings.
What if our relationships like "master" and "servant"?
Reflecting on the irony of promising flawlessness in relationships while acknowledging personal imperfections.
And then both of us end up suffering- Fading off into nothingness,
Recognizing personal flaws and the need for support from someone.
Passive aggressive comments lead into full blown arguments
Admitting selfishness and neediness despite being in a relationship.
—Scares the shit out of me, yeah-- I'm being honest
Feeling uncomfortable even with constant reassurance.
I'm astonished, it's ironic how we promise to be flawless
Describing the cycle of borrowing happiness from a partner.
When we're all really messed up, and we need someone to help
Highlighting the feeling of being stuck until one partner leaves.
But the two of us are really just both in it for ourselves
Questioning if the described situation is genuinely love or something else.
We’re just— lonely and greedy, really selfish, really needy
Rejecting the idea of love being taken from someone else.
Even constant validation leaves us feeling uneasy
Reiterating the desire to fall in love despite the uncertainties and fears expressed earlier.
And then we just keep on borrowing happiness from our partner
Repeated desire to experience love.
And the two of you are stuck until the other’s departure
Reiterating the desire to experience love.
—Maybe that's not really love. Maybe that's just something else
-I refuse to think that love is taken from somebody else
Expressing the refusal to believe love is obtained at someone else's expense.
But I still wanna fall in love
Expressing the ongoing desire to fall in love.
I just wanna fall in love
Repeated expression of the desire to fall in love.
I just wanna fall in love
-I just wanna
Continuation of the desire to fall in love.
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