In My Ways
Embracing Pain and Change: Ca$h ThaaKidd's Journey Through Struggle
Lyrics
I've been through so much and all this pain won't go away
I have experienced a lot of hardship, and the pain I feel persists.
Lately, I've been stuck up in my head and in my ways
Recently, I've been preoccupied with my thoughts and stuck in my own behavior.
Lately, I've been thinking that some shit might stay the same
I've been contemplating that certain aspects of life may remain unchanged.
Like, tell me why you did it, tell me why you had to change
Asking why someone made a decision and why they had to undergo a transformation.
Put my feelings in a wood and smoke away the pain
Expressing the use of substances to numb emotional pain.
You could've had it all, but you switched up for the fame
Someone had the potential for success but chose fame over it.
Free my brother locked up in a cage in them chains
Advocating for the release of a incarcerated brother.
Deep down in my body where the empathy remains
Retaining empathy despite life's challenges.
I'ma go far, I'ma climb to new heights
Determined to achieve great success and reach new heights.
Heart hella cold like I put it on ice
Describing a cold-hearted demeanor, possibly due to past experiences.
I was just myself, but that couldn't suffice
Being oneself was not enough to meet life's demands.
If life's a fucking gamble, then I'm rolling the dice
Life is uncertain, and the speaker is taking risks like rolling dice.
Maybe it's my fault, cause I should've saw it coming
Reflecting on personal responsibility for not anticipating a situation.
I'm riding by my dolly, trusting no bitch for nothing
Being cautious and not trusting anyone completely.
They all just wanna hate, but I got everyone jumping
People around are envious, but the speaker has a strong following.
Living in paranoia, I might hop out, get to dumping
Living in constant fear, ready to react violently if necessary.
Lately, I've been balling, bitch, I'm balling like kawhi
Recent success in life, comparing oneself to basketball player Kawhi Leonard.
Fuck the ones who hating, middle finger to the sky
Disregarding those who dislike, expressing defiance.
My soul it be burning, see a fire in my eyes
Feeling a burning intensity within, signified by the fire in the eyes.
R.I.P. to fallen angels screaming to the skies
Remembering and paying respects to those who have passed away.
I've been through so much and all this pain won't go away
Reiteration of experiencing significant pain that persists.
Lately, I've been stuck up in my head and in my ways
Continuation of being mentally trapped and stuck in personal habits.
Lately, I've been thinking that some shit might stay the same
Persisting thoughts that certain aspects of life may not change.
Like tell me why you did it, tell me why you had to change
Repeating the question about the reasons behind someone's transformation.
Put my feelings in a wood and smoke away the pain
Using substances to cope with and alleviate emotional pain.
You could've had it all, but you switched up for the fame
Expressing disappointment in someone who chose fame over potential success.
Free my brother locked up in a cage in them chains
Advocating for the release of an incarcerated sibling.
Deep down in my body where the empathy remains
Highlighting the persistence of empathy within, despite external challenges.
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