Lilac Cloud
Lost on Lilac Cloud: Unspoken Words and Bound Hearts
Lyrics
I hold my tongue to keep my words from sounding unkind
I'm restraining myself to avoid saying hurtful things.
Some things you'll never hear out loud but I've lost the will to mind
Some thoughts remain unspoken, and I no longer care about controlling them.
I have no interest in your debt that I keep paying
I'm uninterested in the emotional burden (debt) related to you, but I keep dealing with it.
Yet on a quiet night I can still hear you saying
Even in silence, I can recall your words on a calm night.
I thought I told you so
I previously warned you.
I've got nowhere to go
I feel lost, with no clear direction or purpose.
I've never felt so bold
I've never felt this confident or daring before.
You have my heart to hold
You possess my love.
Yes I'll be seeing you
We will meet again.
And you'll be seeing me
Our paths will cross in the future.
Now that I own your mind
Now that I have control over your thoughts.
You'll never be free
You are bound and won't experience true freedom.
If you want to see me again you can shout my name aloud
If you want my attention, shout my name, but I might not respond, as I'm on my own metaphorical "lilac cloud."
I may not hear you from atop my lilac cloud
Even if you call, I might not hear you from my elevated state of emotional detachment.
I paid a foolish price
I paid a significant cost for something foolish.
I took my own advice
I followed my own advice.
There's nothing left to grieve
There's nothing left to mourn or regret.
No teardrops on my sleeve
No visible signs of sorrow or vulnerability.
I left it all behind
I left everything behind, including thoughts of you.
You're nowhere in my mind
You're not occupying my thoughts anymore.
These days I'm doing well
Currently, I'm doing well.
If not I'll never tell
If not, I won't disclose my struggles.
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