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I still remember when we met
I have a vivid memory of when we first met
You smiled so much I couldn't picture you upset
Your happiness was so apparent that I couldn't imagine you being sad
If I woulda known just how difficult it'd get
If I had known how challenging it would become
I woulda sent yo ass a check
I would have preferred to send you money instead
Instead of spending all my time with the money
Instead of prioritizing time with money
I don't even miss the money
I don't miss the money itself
I don't even miss the nights of having different women on me
I don't miss the nights with different women; I miss having independence
What I miss is having independence
What I miss is having independence, which you took away
But you ripped it from me
You deprived me of my independence
Now I feel dependent on the times you pay attention to me
Now I feel reliant on the moments when you give me attention
You don't ever give it to me
You rarely give me attention
You don't ever listen fully
You don't fully listen when I talk
Every time I talk it's like your hearing gets selective
Your hearing seems selective when I speak
You my soulmate
You are my soulmate, meaning we are a collective unit
That mean we here as a collective
I'm here to ensure your sense of security
I'm here to make sure you feel protected
I traveled from Texas to California for you
Flew to California
Our first conversation made us forget about our past relationships
All the way from Texas
I flew a long distance to be with you
First conversation
Our initial conversation helped us move on from our ex-partners
We forgot about our exes
Two months later, we were sharing mornings together
Two months later
I always loved you, but I never expected it
I'm waking up to breakfast
Surprisingly, I woke up to breakfast with you
Always knew I loved you
I knew I loved you but didn't anticipate it
Never would've guessed it
We found ourselves in a situation at the Hilton
In that bed up at the Hilton
I hesitated to develop emotions
Didn't wanna catch no feelings
Unintentionally, we found each other attractive
But how could I know
Despite previous heartbreaks, we are meant to be resilient
That we would find each other so appealing
I was relaxed and not seeking love
Been broken down before
I didn't think my heart was capable of love
But we supposed to be resilient
Until I chose to trust and invest my emotions in you
Getting back up on your shit's the most important part of healing
I appreciate your love; it's transformative
I was faded I was chilling
Under the influence, I was relaxed
Wasn't waiting for no love
I wasn't actively seeking love
Cuz I ain't think my heart was even capable of love
I didn't believe my heart could experience love
Until the day I chose to put my faith into you love
But I took a leap of faith and trusted in your love
I'm grateful for your love babe
I am thankful for your love, dear
Got a couple oxis in my system
I have some substances in my system
And I ain't trying to call myself a victim
I don't want to portray myself as a victim
But mama told me love gon change
My mother warned me that love will change, so choose wisely
So be careful how you pick them
Exercise caution in selecting your romantic partner
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