Clouded
Lost Echoes: Navigating Memories and Heartbreak with Call It Home's 'Clouded'
Lyrics
I shut my eyes but still see the memories
I try to escape from memories by closing my eyes, but they persist.
Playing back like a black and white movie
Memories replay in my mind like scenes from an old movie.
Try to clear my mind but you’re still standing
Despite my attempts to clear my mind, your presence is still strong.
And I don’t feel a thing
I feel emotionally numb, disconnected.
Can we go back in time
Expressing a desire to go back in time.
Can we relive those nights
Wanting to relive past moments, particularly nights.
No place to hide in all the city lights
Feeling exposed with no hiding place in the city lights.
When you were the only view in sight
Reflecting on a time when you were the sole focus.
Day by day
Time passing day by day.
Night after night
Lonely nights spent awake in introspection.
I lay awake alone in my mind
A constant state of loneliness and contemplation.
So many feelings
Dealing with a multitude of emotions.
That slowly lose meaning
Feelings losing significance over time.
And i just wish
Expressing a wish for the emotional pain to end.
Just wish they were dead
Reiterating the desire for an end to the emotional suffering.
And i just wish
Continuing the wish for relief from emotional turmoil.
Just wish they were dead
Reaffirming the longing for an end to emotional pain.
You play the user
Addressing a manipulative person as a "user."
I might as well be the game
Identifying with being a part of a game where losing is inevitable.
I’ll always be the loser
Acceptance of being a perpetual loser in the game of life.
Cause it’s all the fucking same
Expressing frustration at the repetitiveness of life's challenges.
Holding on has never been so hard
Struggling to hold on to something valuable.
Can we go back in time
Repeating the desire to revisit the past.
Can we relive those nights
Yearning to relive specific nights.
No place to hide in all the city lights
Feeling exposed in the city lights, reminiscent of the past.
When you were the only view in sight
Reflecting on a time when a person was the sole focus.
I need to find a way to escape my head
Seeking a way to escape from overwhelming thoughts.
I’ve hit a dead end and I’m sick of playing pretend
Feeling stuck and tired of pretending.
Nothing feels the way it did back then
Yearning for the return of past emotions.
What do I have to do to feel whole again
Questioning what needs to be done to feel complete again.
I try to push this away
Attempting to distance oneself from difficult emotions.
You won’t leave me alone
Feelings persist despite attempts to push them away.
I’m still lost in the haze
Feeling disoriented and lost in a mental haze.
And never felt more on my own
Experiencing a deep sense of isolation.
It’s what we’ve made
Reflecting on the current situation as a product of their actions.
And it’s all we know
Accepting the current reality as the only known truth.
I can’t seem to bring myself
Struggling to let go of something significant.
To let this go
Expressing difficulty in moving on from the past.
Let this go
A repeated plea to release the hold on the past.
I see you coming closer now
Sensing someone approaching but still distant.
I feel your cold breath on my neck
Feeling a cold presence, possibly symbolic of detachment.
But you're not here
Acknowledging the absence of someone who was never truly present.
You were never there
Realizing the absence and emotional distance from someone.
I’ve never felt so far away from you
Expressing an intense feeling of distance from a person.
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