Lyrics
I don't wanna hang out
I prefer not to socialize
with anyone at all
Choosing solitude, avoiding everyone
I won't write a statement
Refusing to make a formal declaration or respond to calls
or pick up when you call
Ignoring incoming calls, establishing distance
I'm shutting out the voices
Blocking out external influences, possibly negative opinions
my ears against the wall
Symbolic act of not listening to others
I'll try hard to avoid it
Committing to avoiding a situation or waiting for resolution
or wait until it's all
Being patient until the situation concludes
over
Expressing a desire for the current situation to end
over
-don't tell me your disappointed
Requesting not to express disappointment
cuz I can't rearrange
Unable to change circumstances
it's too hard to believe it
Difficulty in believing what is being said
everything you say so
Distrust or skepticism towards communicated information
don't tell me you mean it
Discouraging sincerity or meaningful communication
cause I'll just run away
Will avoid confrontation or emotional engagement
X 2
Reiteration of avoiding emotional interactions
who unlocked the back door
Rhetorical question about access to emotional vulnerability
It's got me on my knees
Feeling emotionally defeated or powerless
got nothing to be sad for
Expressing a lack of apparent reasons for sadness
nothing I can see
Unable to identify sources of distress
I'll sink into a black hole
Embracing a state of deep emotional turmoil
as deep as I can be
Symbolic descent into emotional darkness
only to be back home
Expectation of returning to a familiar emotional state
waiting till it's all
Endurance until resolution
Over (when is it?)
Repetition of the desire for the situation to end
Over
-I can't tell you everything
Withholding information due to a lack of reciprocal sharing
cuz you can't do the same
Expectation of mutual openness in communication
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