imaginary lover
Imaginary Love: Exploring the Depths of Self-Discovery and Escape
Lyrics
I'm so sick of my imagination
I am tired of relying on my imagination
Fell in love with a stranger
I have fallen in love with someone unfamiliar
Heart breaks harder in my head
Emotional pain feels more intense in my thoughts
It's a made up mess, it really shouldn't hurt like this
My emotions are a fabricated mess; the pain shouldn't be real
Step outside to find some proof that I exist outside my body
I seek evidence of my existence beyond my own body
Sometimes I'm not too sure
I am uncertain about my identity at times
Really should be getting sober
I should stop intoxicating myself; it's time to be clear-headed
But instead I google things to do when you're sick and tired of yourself
Instead of getting better, I search for distractions from self-loathing
In my head
In my thoughts
You'll be safe
I imagine you will find safety
No longer afraid to be alone
No longer scared to be alone
Because I'm really not, but they'll never suspect a thing
I am not really alone, but others don't suspect
I think I'll make you my imaginary lover
I decide to make you my fictional romantic partner
We can build a city just to watch it burn
We can create a world only to witness its destruction
Sit tight, would you like butter for your popcorn
Stay calm; do you want to add enjoyment to the situation?
Welcome to my fragile world
Welcome to my delicate, imaginary world
Would you like a part to play
Do you want a role to play in this constructed reality?
In my head
In my thoughts
You'll be safe
I imagine you will find safety
No longer afraid to be alone
No longer scared to be alone
Because I'm really not, but they'll never suspect a thing
I am not really alone, but others don't suspect
In my head
In my thoughts
You'll be safe
I imagine you will find safety
No longer afraid to be alone
No longer scared to be alone
Because I'm really not, but they'll never suspect a thing
I am not really alone, but others don't suspect
Yeah I'm really not, but they'll never suspect a thing
Yes, I am not really alone, but others don't suspect
I think I'll stay in my imagination
I decide to remain in my imagination
The world is softer in my head
The world is gentler in my thoughts
There's a good life hiding under your bed
There's a better life hidden beneath the surface
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