Lyrics
This is how you make a monster
This line suggests that the speaker is aware of the process of creating a monstrous version of themselves or someone else.
Stay a fucking monster
Emphasizes the idea of remaining monstrous, possibly implying a refusal to change or retain negative qualities.
I am not right
The speaker acknowledges a sense of being mentally or emotionally disturbed, not feeling mentally stable.
I'm not right
Reiterates the feeling of being psychologically unsettled or disturbed.
What's worse than
The speaker poses a question about what could be worse than the pain of loving and losing someone.
Loving and losing you
Expresses the pain of loving and losing someone, suggesting a deep emotional impact.
Is knowing I could have
Highlights the regret of not taking a chance in love, knowing that the opportunity existed but was never pursued.
And never getting to
Reiterates the sense of missed opportunities and the resulting regret.
I just needed to hear
The speaker expresses a need for a brief connection or reassurance, specifically through hearing the other person's voice.
A second of your voice
Indicates that the speaker did not receive the desired response or connection, leading to a sense of isolation.
But you were silent
Highlights the silence of the person when the speaker needed them, emphasizing a lack of support or communication.
When I needed noise
Underlines the absence of necessary comforting or distracting sounds during a difficult time.
You were silent when I needed noise
Repeats the theme of silence during a time of need, reinforcing the impact of the other person's lack of response.
I'm choking on my words
Describes difficulty expressing oneself verbally, possibly due to emotional distress or pressure to prove something.
Like I've got something to prove
Continues the theme of struggling to communicate, suggesting a feeling of being judged or evaluated.
I'm choking by your hands
Describes a feeling of being restricted or controlled, akin to being in a metaphorical noose created by someone else.
Like I'm in a noose
Implies a sense of being suffocated or controlled by someone else's actions or influence.
I'm choking on my words
Repeats the feeling of struggling to communicate and being affected by the actions of someone else.
Like I am someone you used
Suggests a feeling of being used or discarded by someone who was once significant.
I'm choking on my words
Reiterates the difficulty in expressing oneself verbally, specifically in the context of being used by someone.
I will never
Declares a refusal or inability to forget or move on from a certain experience or emotion.
It's not the first time and it won't be the last
States that the challenging experience is recurring and won't easily fade away.
It wont go away, it's always coming back
Emphasizes the persistent nature of the challenging situation or emotion.
I know your words are fucking untrue
Expresses a skepticism or disbelief in the truthfulness of someone else's words.
You've got a secret
Introduces the idea of a hidden secret held by the other person.
But I know more than you think I do
Asserts the speaker's knowledge and understanding, suggesting a deeper awareness than the other person realizes.
You think you've gotten away
Conveys a sense of justice or righting a wrong, denying the other person's belief that they have escaped consequences.
But that's not right
Rejects the notion that the other person has successfully avoided accountability or consequences.
I know more than you think I do
Reiterates the speaker's awareness and understanding, emphasizing their refusal to be deceived.
I know you don't know
Highlights the contrast between the speaker's knowledge and the other person's ignorance.
But I know what you did
Asserts knowledge of the other person's actions, suggesting a lack of concern or emotional investment in the wrongdoing.
But I don't give a shit
Declares a lack of emotional attachment or concern about the other person's actions.
But this is how it begins with the end
Implies that the situation has reached a critical point, possibly indicating the beginning of the end of a relationship.
With the end this is how it begins with the end
Repeats the idea that the end is beginning, suggesting a cyclical or repetitive nature to the speaker's experiences.
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