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Ammunition of Resilience: Candice Lee's Battle Against Betrayal
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You took all my words and twisted them in knots
You manipulated and distorted everything I said.
Made me sound like the bad guy, like I had evil thoughts
You portrayed me as the villain, suggesting I had malicious intentions.
Wish you could feel the pain from your lies
I wish you could experience the hurt caused by your lies.
But it's obvious you're not one to empathize
It's clear you lack the ability to understand and share my feelings.
It started blowing up, yeah it started blowing up
The situation began to escalate rapidly.
My heart just couldn't take it
My emotions couldn't handle the pressure.
I wanted to give up, yeah I wanted to give up
I felt like giving up because pretending became too painful.
It hurts too much to fake it
The pain was too intense to pretend otherwise.
I didn't give you permission to hurt me like that
I never consented to being hurt in this way by you.
I got my own ammunition and I'm not holding back
I have my own defenses, and I won't hold back in using them.
Baby I'm over the heartbreak, but I'm under attack
I'm emotionally past the heartache, but I'm still under attack.
I got my own ammunition, and I'll fire right back
I have my own defenses, and I'll defend myself.
You won't break me down today, I won't let you
I won't allow you to break my spirit today.
My body healed but the scars will stay like a tattoo
My physical wounds have healed, but the emotional scars linger like permanent marks.
I will not feel ashamed, yeah I got thick skin
I refuse to feel ashamed; I've become resilient.
Now it's time for you to taste your own medicine
Now it's your turn to experience the consequences of your actions.
It started blowing up, yeah it started blowing up
The situation continued to intensify rapidly.
My heart just couldn't take it
My heart couldn't bear the emotional strain.
I wanted to give up, yeah I wanted to give up
I felt inclined to surrender because the facade was too painful to maintain.
It hurts too much to fake it
The pain was too overwhelming to pretend otherwise.
I didn't give you permission to hurt me like that
I never gave you permission to cause me this kind of pain.
I got my own ammunition and I'm not holding back
I have my own defenses, and I won't hold back in using them.
Baby I'm over the heartbreak, but I'm under attack
I've moved past the emotional pain, but I'm still under attack.
I got my own ammunition, and I'll fire right back
I have my own defenses, and I'll protect myself.
It started blowing up, yeah it started blowing up
The situation continued to intensify rapidly.
My heart just couldn't take it
My heart couldn't bear the emotional strain.
I wanted to give up, yeah I wanted to give up
I felt inclined to surrender because the facade was too painful to maintain.
It hurts too much to fake it
The pain was too overwhelming to pretend otherwise.
I didn't give you permission to hurt me like that
I never gave you permission to cause me this kind of pain.
I got my own ammunition and I'm not holding back
I have my own defenses, and I won't hold back in using them.
Baby I'm over the heartbreak, but I'm under attack
I've moved past the emotional pain, but I'm still under attack.
I got my own ammunition, and I'll fire right back
I have my own defenses, and I'll protect myself.
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