Lyrics
The lack of desire pushed down
The absence of motivation is oppressing.
Pushed down on your face
This lack of desire weighs heavily on your emotions.
Dark scenarios constructed on fate's dime
Gloomy scenarios are built with destiny's resources.
Changing all that's around you
Transformation affects everything in your surroundings.
Hope seems so far from here
Hope feels distant and unreachable.
When will this agony cease?
Questioning when the intense pain will come to an end.
How can I fill this void?
Pondering how to fill the emptiness within.
Suicide infects my mind,
Thoughts of suicide linger in the mind.
Poisoning all that's left inside
Corrupting and destroying what remains internally.
Suicide invades my mind,
Contemplating suicide penetrates the mind.
Fracturing all that's left inside
Breaking apart what is still intact internally.
My soul standing over my own flesh
The spiritual self watching over the physical self.
How can I make this agony cease?
Seeking ways to end the intense suffering.
Suicide infects my mind,
Recurring thoughts of suicide affecting the mind.
Poisoning all that's left inside
Posioning and deteriorating what little is left inside.
Suicide, it takes my mind
Suicidal thoughts taking control of the mind.
Crushing all that's left inside
Crushing and destroying whatever remains internally.
Life does not end in death
Life's existence extends beyond physical death.
I was not meant for this world
Feeling incompatible with the world and its challenges.
I can tell it's my time to leave
Sensing that it's time to depart from life.
Time to greet death with a smile
Embracing death with a sense of acceptance and peace.
Tortured and twisted, diseased and fucked
Describing a state of being tormented, distorted, and afflicted.
Fear is nothing more
Stating that fear holds no substantial power.
Nothing more than an illusion
Emphasizing that fear is merely a deceptive perception.
Death is nothing more
Asserting that death is not a significant reality.
Nothing more than an illusion
Emphasizing that death is an illusion, not a conclusive end.
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