Lyrics
I’m sorry for the hurt
I apologize for causing emotional pain.
I’m sorry for the pain
I regret the suffering I've caused.
I’m sorry that i ever let you think that you could stay
I apologize for misleading you into thinking our connection could last.
I’m sorry i’m the worst
I acknowledge my flaws and feel remorseful.
For always playing games
I apologize for playing with emotions and not being sincere.
I’m sorry i involve you in my 2am mistakes
I regret involving you in my late-night mistakes.
This ain’t fair to no one
Recognizing the unfairness of the situation to everyone involved.
We know this isn’t love
Both parties acknowledge that what they have isn't love.
I hate that i’m a person
Expressing self-disdain for being the type of person who can break someone's trust.
That could mess with someone’s trust
Acknowledging the harm caused by messing with someone's trust.
I only want you when i’m wasted
Confessing a desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
naked & afraid that
Feeling vulnerable and exposed when intoxicated.
all the doors are closed & i’ll end up alone
Fearing isolation when doors seem closed, emphasizing the fear of being alone.
I only call you when i’m faded
Expressing a tendency to reach out only when under the influence.
I’m sort of ashamed that
Feeling a sense of shame for allowing closeness and then distancing.
I let you pull me close just to let you go
Regretting the act of letting someone close and then pushing them away.
I only want you when i’m wasted
Expressing desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
Let’s call it what it is
Suggesting a call for honesty about the nature of the relationship.
Fill in all the blanks
Encouraging filling in the gaps and being straightforward.
Let’s not make it something boy when we’re not anything
Rejecting the idea of turning the relationship into something more significant.
Cuz i can’t and i won’t and i don’t wanna lead you on
Refusing to lead someone on and recognizing the wrongness of cold detachment.
But i hate when my bed gets cold & i know it’s wrong
Expressing discomfort when feeling alone, leading to reaching out despite knowing it's wrong.
At the end of the night when i’m feeling the liquor strong
Describing the inclination to call the person when feeling the influence of alcohol strongly.
I still call you & you don’t argue
Despite the situation, the narrator still reaches out and the person doesn't resist.
I only want you when i’m wasted
Reiterating the desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
naked & afraid that
Feeling exposed and vulnerable when intoxicated.
all the doors are closed & i’ll end up alone
Fearing isolation when doors seem closed, emphasizing the fear of being alone.
i only call you when i’m faded
Admitting the tendency to call the person only when faded.
i’m sort of ashamed that
Feeling a sense of shame for allowing closeness and then distancing.
i let you pull me close just to let you go
Regretting the act of letting someone close and then pushing them away.
i only want you when i’m wasted
Expressing desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
This ain’t fair to no one
Recognizing the unfairness of the situation to everyone involved.
We know this isn’t love
Both parties acknowledge that what they have isn't love.
I hate that i’m a person
Expressing self-disdain for being the type of person who can break someone's trust.
That could mess with someone’s trust
Acknowledging the harm caused by messing with someone's trust.
I only want you when i’m wasted
Reiterating the desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
Naked & afraid that
Feeling vulnerable and exposed when intoxicated.
All the doors are closed & i’ll end up alone
Fearing isolation when doors seem closed, emphasizing the fear of being alone.
I only call you when i’m faded
Admitting the tendency to call the person only when faded.
I’m sort of ashamed that
Feeling a sense of shame for allowing closeness and then distancing.
I let you pull me close just to let you go
Regretting the act of letting someone close and then pushing them away.
I only want you when i’m wasted
Reiterating the desire for the person only in a state of intoxication.
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