Going Down
Navigating Emotional Depths: Cardiff Brothers' 'Going Down' Meaning
Lyrics
I'm going down
I am experiencing a decline or difficult situation.
I've been drowning in my own emotions
I've been overwhelmed by my own emotions.
I don't know which way I'm going
I feel lost and uncertain about my direction in life.
I don't know what's going on
I am confused about what is happening around me.
I don't know where I went wrong
I am reflecting on where I made mistakes.
I don't know what I've been thinking
I am unsure about my thoughts and decisions.
Lately I just feel like drinking
Recently, I have a strong inclination to drink.
I don't know what's going on
I am still uncertain about the events in my life.
I'll just keep singing my song
Despite the challenges, I will continue expressing myself through my music.
Im just staring at the ceiling thinking bout my options
I am contemplating my choices while looking at the ceiling.
Beating myself up like I'm shadow boxing
I am metaphorically fighting with myself, feeling like I'm in a constant battle.
Family relationships are super toxic
My family relationships are unhealthy and problematic.
Maybe that's the reason why we stopped talking
Communication with someone significant has broken down, possibly due to family issues.
I just had a son and its overwhelming
The responsibility of having a son is overwhelming.
Or maybe I'm just way to selfish
I acknowledge a possible selfish streak in myself.
If that's the case I really can't help it
If I am selfish, I can't control it.
Seeing people make it and it makes me jealous
Seeing others succeed makes me envious.
New year same ol' attitude
Entering a new year with the same negative mindset.
Falling for the same ol' shit no parachute
Falling into familiar problems without a safety net.
Never thought my life would be this so soon
Life is not what I expected at this point.
So im just gone keep growing through what I go through
I will continue growing despite the challenges I face.
Im going down
I am further experiencing a decline or difficult situation.
I punched a motherfucking hole in the booth door
I express frustration by damaging the recording booth.
I don't know what I'm doing any more
I am lost and unsure about my actions.
And I don't know what the fucks happening
I am confused about the current situation.
Jake told me you're so motherfucking talented
A friend acknowledges my talent in music.
I told him I couldn't give a fuck about this music shit
I express indifference or frustration towards my musical career.
I swear to god its gone ruin our relationship
I fear that my dedication to music will harm my relationships.
I swear to god if it wasn't for you I would quit
I acknowledge someone's positive influence in keeping me in the music industry.
I swear to god you're the reason why I do this shit
Someone is a significant motivator for my involvement in music.
Now tell me man will it matter when I'm dead and gone
I question the impact of my existence after death.
I would rather have a memory then another song
I value memories more than creating additional music.
Can you tell me when did writing start to feel wrong
I question when writing music started feeling wrong or unfulfilling.
You know this aint made me happy in so long
I acknowledge that music hasn't brought happiness for a significant period.
I don't wanna spend my life doing something that don't make me happy
I am unwilling to spend my life doing something that doesn't bring me joy.
Thats the whole reason why I started rapping were the ones that made it happen
My initial motivation for rapping was to make things happen and be successful.
Man we slept on the floor in the car risked it all
I recount challenging times when success seemed distant.
I don't wanna fall apart
I express a fear of falling apart.
I think I'm going down
I strongly feel that I am on a downward spiral or facing a decline.
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