Lyrics
I'm scared to go to sleep
I am afraid to fall asleep
'Cause I'm scared to be alone
Because I fear being by myself
With the thing that makes me think
With the thoughts that provoke
All these fucked up things
Disturbing thoughts and emotions
I'm scared to see all my friends
I'm afraid to encounter my friends
'Cause I woke up a little more
As I wake up feeling more bitter than their memory of me
Bitter than they remember me
Resulting in my reluctance to reach out
So I haven't called anyone
I haven't contacted anyone
I haven't called anyone
I haven't reached out to anyone
Life is full of choices when it's not
Life presents options, but sometimes it feels limited
The one that you just made
Especially after making a choice
Then you're left to thinking if you
Leaving you to ponder whether to follow your emotions or logic
Use your heart or fucking brain
If a mistake was made
If you made a mistake
Or if things are meant to be this way
If shit's supposed to be that way
These thoughts occupy me when
These are the things I think of when
I'm afraid to fall asleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
I'm scared of ending up
A person stuck in inertia
A body sitting on a couch
Selling cherished possessions for financial gain
Selling things that I once loved
Concerned about leaving home
For some extra spending cash
And encountering acquaintances
I'm scared to leave the house
Leading to insincere conversations
And see someone I know
Proposing to spend more time together
Have a shitty conversation
When I don't desire further interaction
And say, "We should do this more"
When I don't wanna see them more
Life offers choices, sometimes confounding
Life is full of choices when it's not
Leaving one to contemplate between feelings and reasoning
The one that you just made
If an error was committed
Then you're left to thinking if you
Or if circumstances are meant to be
Use your heart or fucking brain
These thoughts occupy me when
If you made a mistake
I'm afraid to fall asleep
If shit's supposed to be that way
These are the things I think of when
I am terrified of sleeping
I'm scared to go to sleep
Because it's just me and my overwhelming thoughts
Scared to go to sleep, scared to go to sleep
I'm afraid of falling asleep, I'm afraid of falling asleep
'Cause it's me and all my fucking
As it's me and all my overwhelming
Thoughts when I go to sleep
Thoughts when I try to sleep
Scared to go to sleep
I'm afraid of falling asleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause it's me and all my fucking
Because it's just me and my overwhelming
Thoughts when I go to sleep
Thoughts when I try to sleep
I'm scared to watch the world
I'm afraid of witnessing the world
Turn, turn and turn everyone arguing about
Engaged in constant conflicts and arguments
What's wrong with everybody else
About what's wrong with others
'Cause fuck everybody else
Disregarding everyone else's concerns
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