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I dream a lot
I frequently have dreams.
I always picture myself
I consistently imagine myself.
With someone else
In these visions, I am with someone else.
But I can just tell
Despite this, I sense that I can discern.
That you skewed my whole world
Your presence has significantly affected my entire world.
Poured hysteria on cracked eggshells
You've introduced chaos into fragile situations.
You would say that I'm afraid
You might claim that I am fearful.
A coward's in my ears
The influence of cowardice is echoed in my thoughts.
Well one could be if it's you
Perhaps, I would be a coward only in your presence.
My brain is a clot
My mind is congested and confused.
I can't exude my self defense
I struggle to express my self-defense.
When my room is full of rats
My surroundings are infested with challenges.
And I can just tell
Again, I feel an intuitive understanding.
I might endure as a lonely man
I may endure a solitary existence.
I can't shake the nails that you imbed in me
I cannot escape the emotional pain you've caused.
You would say that I'm afraid
You may accuse me of being afraid.
A coward's in my ears
The fear is reinforced by cowardly thoughts.
Well one could be if it's you
Perhaps, I would only be a coward in your presence.
If only I could think a little more
If only I could think more deeply.
Gave myself more worth
If I valued myself more.
I could've known to keep close to the door
I might have realized the need to maintain distance.
Whenever I'm with you
Especially when I am with you.
But fuck if I'm guilty for the things you do
I feel conflicted about being blamed for your actions.
It's all just you and him
The situation revolves around you and another person.
I couldn't have lived and not seen a glimpse of you
I couldn't have experienced life without encountering you.
But I'm ill if it's you
However, being with you makes me unwell.
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