Why Even Try
Embracing Darkness: Castafellas' Haunting Reflection on Life
Lyrics
Well, alright...
Expressing agreement or acceptance
There’s a setback with the way I’m living and
Acknowledging a problem with the current lifestyle
Wasting time was just never what i planned on doing
Not intending to waste time but feeling like it's happening
But now tonight is just another year I’m losing
Feeling like another year is slipping away
But, I can’t fight cause’ I’m strung out of my mind
Feeling overwhelmed and unable to resist
Please find me guilty and finish me with your gun
Metaphorically asking for judgment or punishment
Hell, I’ve been lazy. Those times could have been fun
Regretting missed opportunities for enjoyment
Now I’m feeling lonely, and the worst has yet to come
Experiencing loneliness, expecting worse to come
Death’s on my doorway, I’ll embrace his caress as it comes
Accepting the possibility of death, ready to face it
But now, is it time to drop down on my knees and beg for several tries?
Questioning whether it's time to ask for another chance
Cause’ I can never tell what’s wrong or right
Feeling uncertain about discerning right from wrong
But, looking back, it was a dance with fire, the heat of living
Reflecting on past experiences as intense and risky
But now it all turns black when you burn that shit to ash
Seeing everything turn bleak after destroying it
Please find me guilty and finish me with your gun
Repeating the desire for judgment or punishment
Hell, I’ve been lazy. Those times could have been fun
Reiterating regret for not enjoying past moments
Now I’m feeling lonely, and the worst has yet to come
Continuing to feel isolated and anticipating worse
Death’s on my doorway, I’ll embrace his caress as it comes
Reaffirming readiness to accept death when it arrives
Please find me guilty and finish me with your gun
Repetition of the desire for judgment or punishment
Hell, I’ve been lazy. Those times could have been fun
Reiterating regret for not enjoying past moments
Now I’m feeling lonely, and the worst has yet to come
Continuing to feel isolated and anticipating worse
Death’s on my doorway, I’ll embrace his caress as it comes
Reaffirming readiness to accept death when it arrives
Death’s on my doorway, I’ll embrace his caress as it comes
Reaffirming acceptance of death's inevitability
Death’s on my doorway, I’ll embrace his caress as it comes
Repeating the preparedness to face death
Death’s on my doorway.
Reiteration of the imminent presence of death
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