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Thought you would be looking for the next in line to love
Anticipated that you would seek the next person to love
Then ignore, put out and put away
Then disregarded, rejected, and cast aside
And so, you'd soon be leaving me
Expecting that you would soon abandon me
Alone, like I'm supposed to be
Left alone, as society expects me to be
Tonight, tomorrow and everyday
Lonely tonight, tomorrow, and every day
There's nothing here that you'll miss
Assurance that there's nothing valuable here for you to miss
I can guarantee you this
Confirmation of the previous statement
Is a cloud of smoke
Metaphorically, all that remains is a dissipating cloud of smoke
Trying to occupy space
Engaging in futile attempts to fill the void
What a fucking joke
Expressing disdain for the futile attempts
What a fucking joke
Reiteration of the disbelief or irony
I waited for a bus to separate the both of us
Waited for a separation, symbolized by a bus journey
And take me off far away from you
Hoping to be taken far away from the person
'Cause my feelings never change a bit
Despite distance, emotions remain unchanged
I always feel like shit
Consistently feeling emotionally distressed
I don't know why, I guess that I just do
Unable to explain the perpetual feelings of misery
You once talked to me about love
Recollection of a past conversation about love
And you painted pictures of a never Neverland And I could've gone to that place
Describing an idyllic place but unable to comprehend or reach it
But I didn't understand
Expressing a lack of understanding
I didn't understand
Reiteration of not comprehending
I didn't understand
Repeated affirmation of not understanding
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