Lyrics
I sit and reminisce
I reflect on the past.
On the days when we
Recalling the days of childhood.
Were kids and it wasn't so bad
Childhood seemed less challenging.
The way we viewed the earth
Our perception of the world was innocent.
So pure to the eyes
The world appeared pure and untainted.
And through adolescence
As we grew, every lesson seemed maddening.
Every single lesson
Reflecting on lessons learned during adolescence.
I learned just drove me mad
Lessons drove the speaker mad.
To the point when
Reached a breaking point.
(Insecurities fill me constantly, help me)
Constant insecurities, seeking help.
Keeps me up all nights I can't sleep
Insecurities cause sleepless nights.
(Insecurities fill me constantly, help please)
Continued struggle with insecurities.
And it fills me when I don't eat
Insecurity affects appetite.
It's posed to be a (Lazy... Sunday after noon)
Supposed to be a lazy Sunday.
But I fear the lord above is telling me to move
The speaker feels a divine urging to change.
It's posed to be a (Hazy... Sunday in my room)
Supposed to be a hazy Sunday indoors.
But not even this green can distract from the truth
No distraction from the truth, even in solitude.
And the truth is I'm blue so blue I am so blue
The truth is, the speaker feels deeply sad.
Yeah, yeah.
(Repetition of "Yeah, yeah.")
Thoughts of self destruction they get in my bed
Contemplating self-destruction.
The empty liquor bottles makes songs round my legs
Empty liquor bottles symbolize despair.
So drunk off these feelings I'm leaning
Intoxicated by overwhelming emotions.
I'm tired of searching for meaning in my life cause these
Tired of searching for meaning.
(Insecurities fill me constantly, help me)
Continued plea for help with insecurities.
Keeps me up on nights I can't sleep
Sleeplessness persists due to insecurities.
(Insecurities fill me constantly, help please)
Ongoing struggle with insecurities.
And it fills me when I don't eat.
Insecurity affects the speaker's appetite.
(Lazy... Sunday after noon)
Reiteration of a lazy Sunday afternoon.
Awee lazy lazy
Expressing laziness and a carefree attitude.
But I fear the lord above is telling me to move
Divine prompting to change persists.
Awe yeah
(Exclamation of agreement)
It's posed to be a (Hazy... Sunday in my room)
Intended to be a hazy Sunday indoors.
But not even this green can distract from the truth
No escape from the truth, even with distractions.
And the truth is I'm blue
The truth is, the speaker is profoundly sad.
I'm so blue yeah yeah
(Repetition of "I'm so blue yeah yeah.")
Iiii
(Repetition of "Iiii")
I was really posed to be
The intended state was different from the reality.
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