tidal wave
Navigating the Tidal Waves of Self-Discovery with Chandler Juliet
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I tell myself it’s okay to feel lonely
Recognizing and allowing oneself to experience loneliness
Pretending I don’t really care
Feigning indifference to avoid emotional vulnerability
Just throws me into arms of people who
Being pushed towards people who are unaware of one's presence
Don’t notice whether or not I’m there
Being around individuals who are inattentive to one's existence
I try my hardest not to get nervous
Struggling to avoid getting anxious or worried
Don’t wanna be a shark in the water
Not wanting to become intimidating or predatory
Still learning how to live on purpose
Still learning how to live life intentionally
Maybe all of this is karma
Considering if current circumstances are a result of one's actions
Why am I going under?
Questioning why one feels overwhelmed or submerged
I’m praying I can turn this thing around
Hoping to change the situation positively
I’m over my head and I’m out of my mind
Feeling overwhelmed and losing mental stability
I wish I was an anchor but I’m
Wishing for stability but feeling adrift
Floating, floatin'
Sensations of floating or drifting aimlessly
And another tidal wave is coming
Anticipating another overwhelming experience
Treadin’ water
Struggling to keep afloat
It’s gonna sink me down to the bottom
Fearing being pulled down to the lowest point
Chosen, chosen
Feeling chosen for challenging circumstances
I know I’ll rise to the surface again
Believing in resurfacing despite difficulties
But another one is coming
Expecting yet another overwhelming event
Now you’re just being cruel
Perceiving someone's actions as intentionally hurtful
Is this happening on purpose?
Questioning if situations are deliberately arranged
I’m scarred from the years of my youth
Carrying emotional scars from earlier years
Is starting over ever worth it?
Wondering if starting anew is worthwhile
Now I’m treading water lost at sea
Feeling adrift and uncertain
The universe is testing me
Sensing life testing one's resilience
Can I make it on my own in this place?
Questioning the ability to survive independently
Maybe I’m right where I’m supposed to be
Considering if current circumstances are meant to be
Why am I going under?
Repeating the feeling of being submerged
I’m praying I can turn this thing around
Hoping for a positive change in the situation
I’m over my head and I’m out of my mind
Feeling overwhelmed and losing mental stability
I wish I was an anchor but I’m
Desiring stability but feeling adrift
Floating, floatin'
Sensations of floating or drifting aimlessly
And another tidal wave is coming
Anticipating another overwhelming experience
Treadin’ water
Struggling to keep afloat
It’s gonna sink me down to the bottom
Fearing being pulled down to the lowest point
Chosen, chosen
Feeling chosen for challenging circumstances
I know I’ll rise to the surface again
Believing in resurfacing despite difficulties
But another one is coming
Expecting yet another overwhelming event
I just realized I need someone
Realizing the need for support and companionship
To lean on when I’m leanin’
Needing someone to rely on during tough times
Am I the only one who’s feeling
Wondering if others share similar difficulties
Like this is the hardest part?
Feeling that the current situation is the most challenging
And I don’t know where to start
Uncertainty about where to begin in resolving issues
I gotta love myself enough to say that nothing
Acknowledging the importance of choosing wisely
Is better than the wrong thing
Desiring authenticity despite challenges
And I just want the real thing, I’m
Seeking genuine connections and experiences
Floating, floatin'
Sensations of floating or drifting aimlessly
And another tidal wave is coming
Anticipating another overwhelming experience
Treadin’ water
Struggling to keep afloat
It’s gonna sink me down to the bottom
Fearing being pulled down to the lowest point
Chosen, chosen
Feeling chosen for challenging circumstances
I know I’ll rise to the surface again
Believing in resurfacing despite difficulties
But another one is coming again
Expecting yet another overwhelming event
Another tidal wave is coming now
Anticipating another upcoming overwhelming experience
And it’s gonna sink me down to the bottom I’m
Fearing sinking to the lowest point due to circumstances
Chosen, chosen
Feeling chosen for challenging circumstances
I know I’ll rise to the surface again
Believing in resurfacing despite difficulties
But another one is coming
Expecting another overwhelming event in the future
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