End Jam
Embracing Shadows: A Journey Through Pain and Redemption
Lyrics
Yesterday I
Expressing a past experience or time.
I bashed my head into a wall
Symbolizing self-inflicted pain or frustration.
To see if I still felt at all
Testing the ability to feel emotions.
I felt pain, then again, I feel numb
Experiencing pain followed by numbness.
My emotions mold into one
Emotions blending together, losing distinctiveness.
Becoming hard to overcome
Struggling to overcome emotional challenges.
Feeling everything, still feeling nothing
Contrasting intense feelings with a sense of emptiness.
Give me pain, give me something
Desiring any sensation, even pain, to break numbness.
Feel the feeling leave the skin
Describing a departure of emotions from the body.
Feel the fire closing in
Feeling the intensity and proximity of challenges.
Feel the warmth and heat of sin
Experiencing the sensations associated with sin.
Taste the salt
Referring to the taste of tears or hardship.
See the mirror's unknown face
Confronting an unfamiliar reflection in the mirror.
Hear the helpless cries for help
Hearing pleas for help that seem futile.
I'm on earth but deserve hell
Expressing a sense of unworthiness and guilt.
I am scum
Identifying oneself with low moral worth.
I am done
Feeling a sense of completion or resignation.
I am one
Emphasizing individuality or singularity.
I don't need this
Rejecting a situation or emotional burden.
I don't need all of this guilt
Dismissing the burden of guilt.
My mind destroys all that is built
Highlighting the destructive nature of the mind.
My brain is a wildfire of fear
Describing a mind overwhelmed by fear.
I don't know where to go from here
Expressing confusion about the next steps in life.
When all my worries shape the sphere
Worries shaping the perspective of the world.
Of a world that I have burned and killed
Acknowledging personal responsibility for destruction.
I had water but I lost the will
Losing the motivation or determination to continue.
Feel the feeling leave the skin
Repetition of the departure of emotions from the body.
Feel the fire closing in
Reiteration of the intensity and closeness of challenges.
Feel the warmth and heat of sin
Repeating the sensations associated with sin.
Taste the salt
Reiteration of the taste of tears or hardship.
See the mirror's unknown face
Repetition of confronting an unfamiliar reflection.
Hear the helpless cries for help
Repetition of hearing pleas for help.
I'm on earth but deserve hell
Reiteration of feeling undeserving and guilty.
I am scum
Reiterating self-identification with low moral worth.
I am done
Repetition of a sense of completion or resignation.
I am one
Reiteration of emphasizing individuality or singularity.
I am
Reaffirming a sense of existence or identity.
One
Reiteration of individuality or singularity.
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