New Friends
Lost in the Fast Lane: Charlie Blaze's Reflections on Love, Money, and Loneliness
Lyrics
(Hook) I been popping all these pills, I won’t ever see the end
I've been taking a lot of pills, and it seems like there's no end to it.
How you gonna love me when I’m not even your man
How can you claim to love me when I'm not officially your romantic partner?
I was broke last year, I ain’t doing that again
Last year, I was financially struggling, and I don't want to experience that again.
I been making money, I ain’t making new friends
I've been focused on making money and not interested in forming new friendships.
(Verse) I been living fast and I need to relax
I've been living a fast-paced life, and I feel the need to take a break and relax.
She don’t love me back and I’m not mad
There's someone I love who doesn't reciprocate, but I'm not upset about it.
I ain’t one to brag, but I ain’t doing bad
Although I don't like to boast, my life is going well overall.
I been chasing checks, girl I need me a bag
I've been focused on pursuing financial success; I need to secure a significant amount of money.
Rockstar lifestyle might not make it
Living a rockstar lifestyle might not lead to a positive outcome.
Cocaine, running through my veins, heart racing
There's a mention of cocaine use, leading to a heightened heart rate.
Ripped black jeans and a blunt for my patience
Wearing torn black jeans and smoking a blunt as a way to cope with impatience.
Shawty say she love me, said I'll always be her favorite
A person claims to love me and considers me their favorite, but I don't need to hear it.
I don't gotta hear it, I can see it that you hate me
Despite not hearing it, I can sense that this person harbors negative feelings towards me.
Hanging out the whip, getting lit, going crazy
Engaging in reckless behavior, hanging out of a car, getting intoxicated, and acting wild.
Now I'm on the road, doing shows, different places
Currently, I am traveling for performances in various locations.
You don't gotta tell me that you're sorry, you can save it
I don't need apologies for any wrongs; you can keep them to yourself.
Acting like he hard, but I doubt it
Someone is acting tough, but I doubt their authenticity.
I wanna die, I'm on about a 100 downers
Expressing a desire for death while being under the influence of a significant number of sedatives.
I'm more scared about skeletons in my closet
I am more afraid of the secrets and hidden issues in my life than the external threats.
I just wish that you would hold me while I'm drowning
Expressing a wish for emotional support during a difficult time.
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