pinkietoe
Embracing Chaos: Pinkietoe's Tale of Uncontrollable Moments
Lyrics
I hate the things I can't control
I dislike things that are beyond my control.
Like when I stub my pinkie toe
Specifically, I dislike the pain of stubbing my pinkie toe.
Like when I'm crying
I experience emotional distress to the point of crying.
And I get a runny nose
Even in moments of vulnerability, like crying, I have physical discomfort such as a runny nose.
When I lie still
When I am motionless, my body becomes cold.
My body runs cold
I doubt the truth of what you say.
I can't believe a word you say
Requesting to be rejected or dismissed, negatively impacting my reputation.
Kick me to the curb
Encouraging others to tarnish my character.
Dirty up my name
Accepting the damage to my name as it aligns with my desires.
That's what I wanted anyways
Reaffirming that the damage to my reputation is intentional and in line with my wishes.
That's what I wanted anyways
Repetition for emphasis on the desired outcome of reputation damage.
I don't like looking at myself
Expressing discomfort with self-reflection.
Cuz what stares back
When I see myself, I perceive an empty and devoid existence.
Is just an empty shell
My current state lacks the substance and vitality it once possessed.
Something it used to be
Reflecting on what I used to be.
What did I used to be
Questioning the nature of my past self.
I wonder what i used to be
Expressing curiosity about my former identity.
I dug my own grave
Metaphorically acknowledging self-destructive actions, possibly regrettable choices.
I even left a spare or two
Acknowledging responsibility for the consequences and leaving room for more mistakes.
As I lay silent in my room
Describing a state of silence and contemplation in solitude.
I was facing towards the moon
Physically oriented towards the moon, possibly symbolizing reflection or seeking solace.
I was facing towards the moon
Reiterating the contemplative stance, facing the moon, emphasizing introspection.
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