hiraeth
Hiraeth Unveiled: A Tale of Longing and Regret
Lyrics
And if I had the cure
If I possessed the solution or remedy
I'd save you first
I would prioritize rescuing you before anyone else
I'd call you my savior
I would refer to you as my rescuer or savior
Cause you like the spotlight more than I do
Because you enjoy being the center of attention more than I do
Drink up and fall asleep
Consume a drink and drift into slumber
I'll meet you in dreams
I will rendezvous with you within dreams
You're staring back at me
You're gazing back at me
With those eyes I've longed to see
With those eyes that I've deeply desired to encounter
Swimming into your abyss
Immersing myself in your profound and bottomless depths
Break me down, tear me apart
Emotionally dismantle me, rip me apart
I'd be different if we could go back to the start
I would behave differently if we could return to the beginning
If I knew then, all I know now
If I possessed the knowledge back then that I have now
I wouldn't have left, I wouldn't let you walk out
I wouldn't have departed, I wouldn't have allowed you to leave
I'd tell you that I love you
I would express my affection for you
I'd tell you that I need you
I would communicate my necessity for you
I'd tell you that I hate you
I would convey my feelings of resentment toward you
I miss your paper skin
I long for your fragile, delicate skin
Euphoric fiction
A state of blissful but unrealistic storytelling
The idealized version
The perfected and unrealistic portrayal
Of a love that could have been
Of a love that could have existed
Oh what if?
Expressing a pondering of alternate possibilities
Break me down, tear me apart
Emotionally dismantle me, rip me apart
I'd be different if we could go back to the start
I would behave differently if we could return to the beginning
If I knew then, all I know now
If I possessed the knowledge back then that I have now
I wouldn't have left, I wouldn't let you walk out
I wouldn't have departed, I wouldn't have allowed you to leave
I'd tell you that I love you
I would express my affection for you
I'd tell you that I need you
I would communicate my necessity for you
I'd tell you that I hate you
I would convey my feelings of resentment toward you
I wish we were friends
I desire we had a friendship
Wish I was indifferent
I wish I could be unaffected
Wish I wasn't hurt
I wish I didn't experience pain
I wish I was yours
I wish I belonged to you
I wish you were here
I desire your presence
I wish you would heal
I wish for your healing
I wish you could love me
I wish for your ability to love me
I wish you were real
I desire your existence as a genuine entity
I sometimes wake up and wish
Occasionally, upon awakening, I yearn
You'd hold me like you did
That you'd embrace me as you once did
But you didn't exist
However, you were not real
You were a story I created
You were a narrative I fabricated
To pull me further from the truth
To distance myself further from the reality
That it was never love with you
That genuine love never existed between us
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