Murphy
Ego's Turmoil: Cheridomingo's Intense Reflections
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buzzing inside of my head
Burdened by thoughts swirling in my mind
caught up in all that i said
Entangled in the consequences of my words
feeling so tight in my chest
Experiencing intense anxiety or pressure in my chest
sweat like acid and intense
Sweating profusely due to stress and intensity
and i can see why you think it's not me
Understanding why you may not see me as genuine
ego reaches through the void to grab me
My ego aggressively asserts itself, trying to control me
ripping apart what i love about things
Destructively dismantling the aspects I cherish
i don't know why, i don't know why
Expressing confusion about my actions
and in both your eyes
Observing emotions mirrored in your eyes, influenced by others' pain
that you got from others and how they cry
Despite the turmoil, you're still alive
somehow you're alive
Blaming you for my own frustrations
take it out on you and i
No specific meaning conveyed in this line
you look right through mine
Feeling unnoticed or disregarded by you
running inside of my head
Thoughts racing uncontrollably
lost in a thought i'm distracted
Lost in a distracting thought
stuck in a cycle of language
Stuck in a repetitive cycle of using words that deceive
all the lies, keep goin
Continuing to tell lies
feeling so tense, wish i'd forget
Feeling highly anxious and wishing to forget
all that i said, i know i'll
Regretting what I've said, knowing I'll...
take it out on you and i
Blaming both you and myself for my actions
just like a bad dream
Comparing the situation to a distressing dream
feeling empty
Feeling hollow or devoid of emotions
staring at me
Feeling scrutinized or judged intensely
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