Lyrics
I got too fucked up against night
I consumed substances excessively last night
they say two wrongs never make it right
Advising against repeating mistakes as it doesn't lead to a solution
and my check engine light been on and,
The car has a persistent issue signaled by the check engine light
I text my ex when she's calling
Contacted my ex while she was calling
Im seeing all of the warnings but it's not enough
Recognizing warnings but not heeding them
im hating all of my mornings
Disliking the start of the day
no sun I love when its pouring
Enjoying rainy, gloomy weather without sunlight
I guess the 20's been roaring but its to enough
Acknowledging the intensity of the twenties but finding it insufficient
I feel like im batshit
Feeling mentally unstable or crazy
out for blood
Seeking revenge or retaliation
go to sleep you're waking up
Suggesting a desire to escape reality through sleep
drink a fifth of Tito's punch whoever feels like throwing up
Consuming a significant amount of Tito's vodka, anticipating nausea
average never was
Rejecting mediocrity as a personal standard
momma told me keep it up
Mother encouraging perseverance and determination
I can't runaway from all my problems so im drinking them
Using alcohol to cope with problems rather than solving them
ooh I feel like im batshit
Reiterating a sense of mental instability
I can't simmer down when im sipping now aint nobody telling me shit
Unable to calm down while drinking, resistant to advice
yeah im bitter now are you kidding now don't talk to me I get pissed
Expressing bitterness and anger, unwilling to engage in conversation
felt like quitting now so im getting out, cause I can't stay in this shit
Contemplating quitting and leaving a challenging situation
ive been giving away every piece of soul
Giving away parts of oneself emotionally or spiritually
somebody call my mom we never speak
Desiring communication with mom, indicating a strained relationship
some lessons better learned right on your knees
Emphasizing the value of learning important lessons through hardship
im feeling 45 im 23 feel like im batshit
Feeling older and more mature than the actual age, still unstable
out for blood
Repeating the theme of seeking revenge or retaliation
go to sleep you're waking up
Encouraging sleep as an escape from reality
drink a fifth of Tito's punch whoever feels like throwing up
Consuming Tito's vodka, expecting adverse effects
average never was
Rejecting mediocrity as a personal standard (repeated)
momma told me keep it up
Mother encouraging perseverance and determination (repeated)
I can't runaway from all my problems so im drinking them
Using alcohol to cope with problems rather than solving them (repeated)
ooh I feel like im batshit
Reiterating a sense of mental instability (repeated)
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