Lyrics
It's different
There's a notable distinction
From the world where the mistakes
From a world where errors were made
Were made you're now at the crossing
You're at a crucial point
And you want to choose
Wanting to make a choice
But there's no choosing, there's only
No actual choice exists; it's about acceptance
Accepting the choosing was done
The decision was made in the past
A long time ago
A while ago
Stop caring
Stop caring before others take advantage and distribute
Before they take it and start sharing
Emphasizing uniqueness; not ordinary
I'm not average
Others pretend, lacking true experience
You bitches acting but no one having
You've experienced it while they've folded
Been had it, you been folding
Not attracted to insincerity
I'm not attracted can't stand it
Desire for dislike in every aspect
I hope you hate me in every aspect
Intense emotions causing drastic actions
Fantastic, these fucking feelings
Confrontation, not holding back
Will make you drastic kill the masses
Reflecting on the tragic nature of things
I pull up on 'em and let 'em have it
Trying to avoid panic by distracting
Ain't it tragic
More substance leading to more problems
Been tap dancing around the panic
Perhaps finding happiness in having more time
More xanax and more problems
Also finding happiness in deceit
I guess I'm happy more time and more life
Contemplating a drug-induced peace
I guess I'm happy more pride and more lies
Others seem content, but there's underlying unrest
I guess I'm happy
Desiring solace in oneself
Day dreaming of Codeine-ing
Fantasizing about using Codeine
Come rest in peace
Peaceful rest is suggested
They seem fine and sleep free
Others appear okay outwardly, but inner turmoil exists
Come sleep on me
Desiring someone to rely on for rest
I don't wanna waste (no more)
Not wanting to waste any more time
Part of me displaced (so gone)
Feeling disconnected from oneself
I keep trying to change my ways
Attempting to alter behaviors
Been parting in different ways
Partying in different, possibly reckless, ways
I'm moving a different way
Changing direction in life
Been feeling some type of way i don't wanna-
Experiencing unfamiliar emotions and not wanting to
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