Denial
Navigating Love's Turbulence: Chiara Foschiani's Denial Unveiled
Lyrics
I didn’t know I cared so much about you until jealousy got the best of me
I realized the depth of my feelings for you when jealousy overcame me.
I should have known from the first time I tried to cover reality
I should have understood the reality of the situation from the beginning.
I knew the reason, but I was in denial
Despite knowing the reason, I was in denial about it.
Just like yesterday when I said I had moved on
Similar to a previous instance when I claimed to have moved on, but it was not true.
How does it feel to fall in love?
Questioning the emotions and experience of falling in love.
I don’t want to fall alone
Expressing a reluctance to experience love alone.
Is this real? Can we take it back?
Doubting the reality of the situation and the possibility of reversing it.
Am I singing on the wrong track?
Uncertainty about the sincerity or appropriateness of expressing feelings through singing.
I didn’t think that I would ever keep crying for an entire week
Surprised by the prolonged emotional distress, crying for an entire week.
I should have known from the first time I felt that you could see right through me
Realizing the vulnerability when feeling transparent to the other person.
I always thought I’d be the only one in control
Initial belief in being in control, now challenged.
The wheel has turned and I’m sorry for the feelings I’ve hurt
Apologizing for causing emotional pain as the situation has changed.
How does it feel to be on the other side?
Exploring the emotions of being on the receiving end of love.
I hope I won’t stay there for long
Expressing hope for a brief period in an emotionally challenging state.
Is this real? Or am I daydreaming?
Doubting the reality of the situation and questioning if it's a daydream.
I don’t want to fall alone
Reiterating the reluctance to experience love alone.
I started to reject you ‘cos I’m too scared to confront you and me and my feelings
Rejecting the other person due to fear and avoidance of facing personal feelings.
This was all new to me and now I have to accept that I missed my chance
Recognizing the novelty of the situation and regretting a missed opportunity.
Maybe we screwed up again, maybe you got tired of my indecision
Considering the possibility of mistakes and the partner's frustration with indecision.
Or maybe you decided to stop at the red light and take me home
Speculating on the partner's decision to pause the relationship ("stop at the red light").
Do you know better than to drive us home? (Is this real?)
Questioning the partner's ability to guide the relationship ("Do you know better?").
Can we take it back (Or am I daydreaming?)
Repeating the uncertainty about the possibility of reversing the situation.
Am I singing on the wrong track?
Reiterating doubts about the appropriateness of expressing feelings through singing.
How does it feel to fall in love?
Revisiting the question of how it feels to fall in love.
I don’t want to fall alone
Emphasizing the aversion to experiencing love alone.
Is this real? Can we take it back?
Expressing doubt about the possibility of reversing the situation.
Am I singing on the wrong track?
Repeating uncertainty about the appropriateness of expressing feelings through singing.
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