Lyrics
A slave to my thoughts daily
A sense of being overwhelmed by persistent thoughts or emotions.
I finally lost my craving
The speaker has overcome a desire or addiction.
Need this to end real soon
An urgent desire for a difficult situation to come to an end.
You come then you go away
The inconsistency of someone's presence in the speaker's life.
No way I can make it through this
Expressing the impossibility of enduring the current circumstances.
Can you feel my heart fade away?
Questioning if others can perceive the speaker's emotional decline.
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Recalling a moment of rejection and its impact.
Feeling I can't figure me out
A feeling of internal confusion or a lack of self-understanding.
I'd try but I'm not allowed
The speaker feels restricted from exploring their own identity.
Where do I go from here now?
A sense of being lost or directionless in life.
My friends can't explain this to me
Frustration at the inability of friends to explain the speaker's situation.
When I see you I don't see me
A distorted self-perception when in the presence of a certain person.
I feel I'll never gain
A fear of never achieving personal growth or improvement.
Your affection is a must to me
The importance of receiving affection from a specific individual.
But reflections of past life won't let me be
Past experiences continue to influence and haunt the speaker.
Right now all hope is lost
A moment of despair, feeling that all hope is gone.
Do you remember what it was like when you told me no?
Repeating the impact of a past rejection, suggesting lingering pain.
Feeling I can't figure me out
A recurring feeling of internal confusion or self-misunderstanding.
I'd try but I'm not allowed
Expressing the perceived prohibition or restriction on self-discovery.
Where do I go from here now?
Reiterating a sense of being lost and questioning the way forward.
Save some for me
A plea to retain something valuable or essential for the speaker.
There's still blood for nine
A reference to a significant, possibly negative, event marked by bloodshed.
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