My Way Back Home
Navigating Lost Paths: Chloe Jobin's Journey Home
Lyrics
I was trying to find my way back home
I was attempting to find my way back home.
But I got so lost, (so lost)
However, I became profoundly lost (emotionally or spiritually).
Don't know if I read wrong signs
Uncertainty about whether I misinterpreted signs.
Or listened to wrong thoughts
Questioning if I followed misguided thoughts.
It's too late, now I'm gone
It is now too late, and I have departed.
And I'm never coming back
I have left, and there is no intention of returning.
It's never been so hard
Parting ways has never been this challenging.
To let go of the past
Struggling to release the hold on the past.
Can't let nobody in
Refusing to allow anyone into my life.
(Let somebody in)
The difficulty of allowing someone close.
Gets harder every day
Each day becomes increasingly challenging.
(Harder every day)
The challenge intensifies daily.
Don't know which way I'll go
Feeling uncertain about the future path.
Cause it all looks the same to me
Everything appears indistinguishable.
I was trying to find my way back home
Reiterating the struggle to find the way home.
But I got so lost, (so lost)
Emphasizing the profound sense of being lost.
Don't know if I read wrong signs
Uncertain if initial signs were misread.
Or listened to wrong thoughts
Doubt about following incorrect thoughts.
I'm usually the first to see
Typically the first to notice things.
I'm usually the one to leave
Usually the one to initiate separation.
How dare you put the blame on me
Objecting to being blamed for the situation.
You made your own way
Acknowledging the other's independent choices.
Obsessed with being miserable
Fixated on embracing misery, resistant to change.
And you don't wanna change
Refusal to alter their current state.
You blocked my number
Blocking communication by not answering calls.
I got some shit to say
Having important things to express.
Had to get it off your chest
Needed to share feelings but chose an indirect method.
But couldn't say it to my face
Unable to communicate directly about their emotions.
I don't want no association
Rejecting any connection or association.
Bitch you know that you drain my patience
Expressing frustration at draining patience.
Imma go, imma jump ship
Deciding to leave and detach from the situation.
Weigh me down
Feeling weighed down by emotional baggage.
This is baggage that I can't lift
Acknowledging the difficulty of moving on.
Hate to say that you're someone I won't forget
Admitting that the person will be memorable despite leaving.
Before I left
Prior to departure, leaving a symbolic letter.
I put this letter on your doorstep
Placing a letter at the other person's doorstep.
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