I've Told Myself a Thousand Times

Unraveling the Depths: Choke's Poetic Reflection on Desperation and Self-Discovery
Be the first to rate this song

Lyrics

Another minute into this position

Beginning to spend more time in this particular situation or state

Not so strong spiral down

Feeling less resilient, experiencing a gradual decline

Doesn't seem to be a reason

There doesn't appear to be a clear justification or motive

Not to fold let go,

There's no reason to resist or continue holding on


Release the hold on vanity

Letting go of excessive pride or self-importance

You're not just killing time

You're not merely passing time idly

Staring at the faces betraying your own basis

Observing others whose actions reveal your own underlying principles/values

Can't sleep when discouragement's withdrawn

Unable to rest when feelings of discouragement are absent


From all conscious remedies

Despite trying various conscious solutions/remedies

Stop pushing accept what you've been given

Stop resisting and embrace what life has presented

Seems like you're trying for nothing

It appears as though efforts are futile or ineffective

Should know it won't work out always chasing

Realization that constantly pursuing something won't always lead to success


A distraction all your efforts

Everything you're doing serves as a diversion or distraction

No reaction afraid to shed disguise

No response, feeling hesitant to reveal your true self

To reveal your fragile lies

Fearful of exposing your vulnerable deceptions

You're caught in the promise that everything's alright

Trapped in the belief that everything is fine despite doubts


But not convinced that standards will be recognized

Unconvinced that established norms or expectations will be acknowledged

Sifting through the doubting hoping

Sorting through uncertainties while hoping to justify past time spent

To validate lost time

Seeking validation for time that feels wasted or lost

Similar Songs

Comment