Parasite by My Side
Embracing the Parasite: A Journey of Love and Understanding
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I wanna hold it and make it feel happy
I desire to embrace and bring joy to it
I wanna know it as part of my family
I want to understand it as a part of my family
I see it now and it is terrified
I perceive it now, and it is scared
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, constantly by my side
I found it when I was blind and angry
I discovered it when I was blinded by anger
I found it when I was self destructing
I found it during a self-destructive phase
I found it when I was high as a kite
Discovered it while being intoxicated
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, always by my side
we fell in love when it tried to hurt me
We fell in love when it attempted to harm me
we fell in love when it tried to convert me
We fell in love when it tried to change me
we coexist inside this big head of mine
We coexist within my mind
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, a constant presence
I used to want to eliminate it
I used to want to eradicate it
I used to want to exterminate it
I used to want to eliminate it completely
darkness is stronger in the absence of light
Darkness is more powerful when there is no light
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, always by my side
it shrinks away when it feels too nervous
It withdraws when feeling too anxious
as if I blame it for this mental disturbance
As if I hold it responsible for my mental turmoil
I tell it everything will be alright
I reassure it that everything will be okay
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, a constant companion
I want to thank you for yelling and screaming
I appreciate you for your emotional outbursts
I want to keep you and so no you're not leaving
I want to keep it, confirming it won't leave
we will always love this wonderful fight
We will always cherish this intense struggle
parasite parasite parasite by my side
It's a parasite, persistently by my side
by my side
Always present, always by my side
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