Used To You
Navigating Love's Evolution: Used To You by Chris James
Lyrics
I think I kissed you bout a million times
I have kissed you many times.
Can’t tell the difference between now and last year
I can't distinguish between the past and the present.
I say “I love you” but my stomach’s tied
Although I express love verbally, I feel uneasy.
Up in a knot, butterflies disappeared
My stomach is tied in knots, and the initial excitement has faded.
Maybe it’s healthier to just be friends
Perhaps it's better for us to just remain friends.
Cause lately we have really let ourselves go
Recently, our relationship has deteriorated.
I hate to picture how it all ends
I don't want to imagine the eventual end of our connection.
Am I getting used to you?
Questioning whether I am becoming accustomed to you.
To all of the things we do
Questioning familiarity with all the things we do together.
Or is it a bad excuse?
Considering if it's a poor excuse for seeking a new relationship.
To hook up with someone new
Wondering if my actions are driven by a desire for someone new.
It sucks that I can’t explain
Expressing frustration at the inability to explain emotions.
Why all of these feelings change
Frustration about the unpredictable changes in emotions.
I hate that there’s nothing I can do
Feeling helpless as there's nothing that can be done.
While I’m getting used to loving you (loving you)
Questioning whether I am becoming used to loving you.
Am I getting used to loving you?
Repeating the question of getting used to loving you.
No longer text you when I’m waking up
No longer sending morning texts; distancing myself.
I put my phone away, and I go back to sleep
Putting my phone away, avoiding communication.
I still miss you but just not as much
I miss you, but the intensity of my feelings has diminished.
As I believe that you are missing me
Believing that you are missing me less as well.
Don’t have the guts to be what you deserve
Lacking the courage to be the person you deserve.
I hate myself cause I put me first
Self-hatred for prioritizing my own needs.
And every day we talk a little less
Communication dwindling every day; questioning if it's a test.
Oh is this a test?
Reflecting on whether the challenges are a test for the relationship.
Am I getting used to you?
Reiterating the question of getting used to you.
To all of the things we do
Revisiting familiarity with all the shared activities.
Or is it a bad excuse,
Repeating the consideration of it being a bad excuse.
To hook up with someone new
Revisiting the possibility of seeking a new connection.
It sucks that I can’t explain
Expressing frustration at the inability to explain emotions.
Why all of these feelings change
Frustration about the unpredictable changes in emotions.
I hate that there’s nothing I can do
Feeling helpless as there's nothing that can be done.
While I’m getting used to loving you (loving you)
Questioning whether I am becoming used to loving you.
Why I’m getting used to loving you
Repeating the question of getting used to loving you.
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