Upset
Echoes of Resilience: CHRIS RAIN's Emotional Journey in 'Upset'
Lyrics
21 and it's hard to fucking get if you're the one
Expressing difficulty in obtaining something when you are the one.
Shaking aching in the sun I'm fucking numb
Feeling physical and emotional pain in the sun, causing numbness.
I keep on walking by myself what have I done?
Reflecting on walking alone and questioning personal actions.
This shit the opposite of fun
Describing the situation as the opposite of enjoyable.
I've been upset
Acknowledging being upset emotionally.
It's the pain that made me think of death
Attributing thoughts of death to the pain experienced.
I'm off track made me quit and then just start again
Struggling with staying on course but resolving to start again.
A new text from the same bitch I was left on read by
Receiving a message from someone, possibly causing emotional distress.
Now I'm hoping I don't fall yeah I'm hoping I don't fall again
Expressing fear of falling again, possibly in a relationship context.
I've been upset
Reiterating the feeling of being upset.
It's the pain that made me think of death
Linking the pain to contemplation of death.
I'm off track made me quit and then just start again
Struggling with maintaining a path but deciding to restart.
A new text from the same bitch I was left on read by
Receiving another message from the same person, indicating continued distress.
Now I'm hoping I don't fall yeah I'm hoping I don't fall again
Expressing hope not to fall again in a relationship or emotional sense.
But I can't and I won't
Asserting determination and refusal to give up.
I'll keep on making all these songs in my home
Continuing to create music despite challenges and loneliness.
All alone I know
Acknowledging solitude and feeling unwell emotionally.
I'm sick in my bones and treading on stones
Expressing physical and emotional discomfort, walking on metaphorical stones.
Blinking real slow as I fade in my zone
Describing a slow mental fading and zoning out.
And I swear that my resentment got me thinking you're mid
Attributing negative thoughts to resentment, possibly directed at someone.
I'ma pop a couple problem solvers hope they work quick Chris quit
Considering the use of substances to solve problems quickly.
With the bullshit and the lies that you tell yourself at night
Rejecting deception and lies told to oneself, possibly at night.
Empty pillow by my side
Noting an empty pillow, suggesting loneliness or absence of a partner.
But I'm keeping
Committing to something despite difficulties.
I've been upset
Reiterating the feeling of being upset.
It's the pain that made me think of death
Linking the pain to contemplation of death.
I'm off track made me quit and then just start again
Struggling with maintaining a path but deciding to restart.
A new text from the same bitch I was left on read by
Receiving another message from the same person, indicating continued distress.
Now I'm hoping I don't fall yeah I'm hoping I don't fall
Expressing hope not to fall again in a relationship or emotional sense.
I've been hoping I don't fall I've been hoping I don't fall
Repeating the hope not to fall, emphasizing the emotional struggle.
I've been upset
Reiterating the feeling of being upset.
It's the pain that made me think of death
Linking the pain to contemplation of death.
I'm off track made me quit and then just start again
Struggling with maintaining a path but deciding to restart.
A new text from the same bitch I was left on read by
Receiving another message from the same person, indicating continued distress.
Now I'm hoping I don't fall yeah I'm hoping I don't fall again
Expressing hope not to fall again in a relationship or emotional sense.
Hoping I don't fall yeah I'm hoping I don't fall again
Repeating the hope not to fall, emphasizing the emotional struggle.
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