Lyrics
I hate this feeling
Expressing a strong dislike for the current emotional state
I tried so hard
Put in significant effort
Tried so much
Exerted a lot of effort
To move on
Attempted to progress
To let go
Tried to release or move past something
Hate that it still lingers
Dislikes the persistent nature of a feeling
Through these memories
References thoughts linked to specific memories
Through these thoughts
Mentions thoughts associated with memories
I tried so hard
Continued to make an effort
Tried so much
Put in considerable effort
I don't got time for this anymore
Expressing a lack of time for something
No more
No more willingness to endure
I've gone through plenty
Experienced numerous challenges
Trials and tribulations
Difficulties and hardships faced
Somehow I let the errors
Admits to being affected by past mistakes
Get to me so hard
Past errors deeply impacted emotionally
So much walking
Metaphorically, thinking intensely
Through my head
Thoughts going back and forth
Back and fourth
Stating a refusal to move forward
I ain't going
Resolute in staying still
I ain't moving
Firm about not progressing
It's bad enough
Feeling worsened due to falling behind
That I've fallen behind
Expressing the feeling of lagging
It's bad enough
Emphasizing the unfortunate situation
That I'm down on my luck
Being in an unlucky position
It's bad enough
Feeling stuck in an unfavorable circumstance
That I've been so stuck
Assuring the truth of a statement
Believe me
Repeated emphasis on being believed
Believe me
-Believe me
-Believe me
-I don't know what's been with me lately
Uncertain about recent behavior or feelings
Believe me
Repeated assertion to trust the statement
Soon as I throw out these feelings
-It's laid back in my head
-Believe me
-This shit been hard to control
Expressing the difficulty in managing something
Believe me
Reiterating the struggle to maintain control
This shit been hard to maintain
-I hate this feeling
Strong dislike for the current emotional state (repeated)
Working day and night
Working intensely
Till I burn out
Working until exhaustion
Till I shut down
Continuing until complete shutdown
Till I question my time
Questioning the use of time
Just to be somebody
Striving to establish identity
The thing is
Expressing the toll taken by certain actions
It takes a toll on me
-It takes a lot outta me
-The triggers
Describing the buildup of obstacles and frustration
The tension
-It build up
-It's blocking my path
-Blocking my ideas
Feeling efforts are unproductive or wasted
All of this work
-This effort
-Just feels so wasted
-It's bad enough
Reiterating being behind, unlucky, and stuck
That I've fallen behind
-It's bad enough
-That I'm down on my luck
-It's bad enough
-That I've been so stuck
-Believe me
Repeated plea to be believed in
Believe me
-Believe me
-Believe me
-I don't know what's been with me lately
-Believe me
-Soon as I throw out these feelings
-It's laid back in my head
-Believe me
-This shit been hard to control
-Believe me
-This shit been hard to maintain
-No more
Emphasizing the end of endurance
No more
-No more
-No more
-No more
-No more
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