Lyrics
It took me a while to see
Realizing over time
Not everything that feels good is real (is real)
Not everything enjoyable is genuine
Twenty-something and confused
Feeling uncertain and lost in one's twenties
Fuck it, it still excites me (it excites me)
Feeling excitement despite confusion
Got him out of my mind (out of my life)
Removing someone from thoughts and life
Now I'm chasing the bag
Prioritizing earning money
Cos I'm fine like that (like that)
Comfortable with oneself in that manner
I'm hot I'm sensitive and I don't want you (I just couldn't be bothered)
Self-aware of attractiveness but uninterested in a relationship
I'm just taking my time in the sun (the sun, taking my time, taking my time)
Taking one's time enjoying life
This the typa healing that just can't be undone (you can't, you can't undo it, no)
Undergoing a healing process that's irreversible
Been alone more lately
Spending more time alone recently
Meal for one for me baby? (check please)
Eating alone, humorously referring to it as a date
Skate my worries away (watch em roll way)
Escaping worries by skating
Link up on the back of my jeep
Meeting up with someone casually
Life sure as hell ain't cheap
Life is expensive
I take it day by day (I take it day by day cos I have to)
Taking life one day at a time, compelled to do so
When does it get easier? (Healing gets tiring sometimes)
Questioning when the healing process will become easier
I be chasing the bag
Pursuing financial success
As a matter of fact
Asserting confidence in being alright
I know that I'll be okay (here we go again)
Taking leisurely time under the sun
I'm just taking my time in the sun (the sun)
Observing changes in life's perspectives
(The sun don't rise the same way in the hills no more tho)
Noting differences in experiences
This the typa healing that just can't be undone (you can't, you can't undo it no)
Referencing irreversible healing again
Fly West Coast to the East Coast
Traveling from the West Coast to the East Coast
Miss you, tryna see through the window
Longing to see someone through a window
I'll think of you when I'm there (I gotta go, hope you understand)
Thinking about someone while away
(When I'm there, when I'm there)
Reiterating the thought of being away
Twenty-something so confusing (I'm mad)
Expressing frustration in confusion
Mad now, next thing it's amusing
Turning frustration into amusement
Don't know bout that but I have to go (I, I gotta go)
Feeling the need to depart
Everyone around me is far away from home (it be like that)
Noting others' distance from their homes
I carry you with me though
Carrying memories of someone while traveling
Everywhere I go I be feeling alone
Feeling lonely wherever they go
I'm tryna go but I don't
Desiring to leave but feeling stuck
I'm just taking my time in the sun (I'm just, I'm just taking my time)
Leisurely enjoying time under the sun again
(Terrified of running out of time)
Feeling anxious about time running out
This the typa healing that just can't be undone
Repeating the irreversible nature of healing
(Healing is tiring sometimes)
Reiterating the weariness in the healing process
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