Dissolve
Dissolve: A Haunting Journey through Broken Trust
Lyrics
I feel my walls caving in
I sense my emotional defenses collapsing.
Stuck in the past that haunts me for my sin
Trapped in the memories of my past mistakes.
Memory fades away
Recollections are fading away.
Stuck in a liars embrace
Caught in the embrace of deceit and falsehood.
My pulse is deafening
My heartbeat is overpowering, possibly due to stress or anxiety.
Counting down till the moment i open my eyes
Counting down until I face reality.
Nothing can save me
A feeling of hopelessness, where nothing can rescue me.
How could I rest with the knowledge that I can't let go of my contempt
Questioning how to find peace when holding onto resentment.
I held it in
I suppressed my emotions.
You dissolved the bones that kept me going
You destroyed the foundation that kept me strong.
And honestly I've lost faith in myself
Expressing a loss of faith in oneself.
You tore the skin from my back
You inflicted deep wounds on me.
But it wasn't enough and there was nothing left
Your actions were insufficient, and nothing remained.
And in the end we'll crawl on hands and knees
In the end, we'll humbly seek solace.
To find relief in our ill intentioned peace
Attempting to find peace through misguided intentions.
Take my breath and watch me scream
Give me pain, and witness my anguish.
I'll say the words that will set you free
I'll speak words that may liberate you.
You watched me fall apart
You observed my emotional breakdown.
Helped yourself to the wreckage
Took advantage of the chaos.
Took what you wanted and left me to drown
Took what you desired and left me to suffer.
Left me to
Abandoned me to...
Begin to rot from the inside out
Commence decaying internally.
I gave it all to you
I gave my all to you.
You watched me fall apart
You witnessed my emotional collapse.
I held on till the current crept into my lungs
I held on until the pain reached my lungs.
But it was too late to succumb
However, it was too late to surrender.
Drown me out
Overwhelm me.
Do my words mean nothing now?
Do my words no longer hold meaning?
Look at the mess we made
Reflecting on the mess we created.
You'd rather bury me than face what you became
You'd rather bury me than confront your own transformation.
All i'd ever ask of you
All I ever request is for you to erase my existence and our shared past.
Is to forget my name, forget what we became
Memories are fading away, but salvation is elusive.
Memory fades away
But nothing can save me
Nothing can save me from the emotional turmoil.
You watched me fall apart
You observed my emotional breakdown.
Helped yourself to the wreckage
Took advantage of the chaos.
Took what you wanted and left me to drown
Took what you desired and left me to suffer.
You said it's over and done but i'm still broken
You declared it's over, but I remain shattered.
I thought you were the words that kept me going
I believed you were the inspiration that motivated me.
You were the leech that kept me on hands and knees
You were the parasite that kept me in agony.
Your words meant nothing
Your words held no significance.
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