Lyrics
TopOff ima prophet so my soul I cannot sacrifice
TopOff sees himself as a prophet and is unwilling to sacrifice his soul.
They wanna crucify me in my town like I was Jesus Christ
There's a feeling of persecution, with a comparison to the crucifixion of Jesus Christ in his town.
LSD it changed my life feel like my mother had me twice
The experience with LSD is transformative, making him feel reborn or as if he had a second birth.
I know I deserve to burn in hell so I keep buying ice
He acknowledges his wrongdoing and the possibility of punishment but copes by indulging in materialism ("buying ice").
If my life's a movie then my youth was like a horror show
Reflecting on his past, he likens his youth to a horror show if his life were a movie.
They said I was black but acted white just like an Oreo
Addressing racial identity struggles, being labeled black but behaving in a way that defies stereotypes.
Water me and watch me grow and now you see my aura glow
Symbolic growth – watering him metaphorically leads to the manifestation of a glowing aura.
Every day i contemplate my purpose cause I just don't know
Expressing existential uncertainty, constantly questioning his purpose.
All I know is ima change my life by rapping with my flow
He believes in changing his life through rap and his unique style ("flow").
Fucking on this hoe she like it fast and then she want it slow
Describing a sexual encounter, with preferences for different speeds.
Topoff trippy hippie smoke some grass and then I gots to go
Associating with a trippy, hippie lifestyle, using substances like grass (marijuana).
We cannot connect unless you are my fellow indigo
Connection is only possible with those who share a similar spiritual or intuitive understanding (fellow indigo).
These niggas ain't kin to me I'm tripping L like Timothy
Disassociating from certain people, suggesting a negative influence ("tripping L like Timothy").
You don't have to say a word cause I can feel your energy
Sensitivity to energy, implying an ability to perceive emotions without words.
I can feel the planet crying dying while we fuck it up
Expressing concern for the planet's state, acknowledging environmental damage.
Now my heart is cold as ice I swear could drop it in my cup
His heart has become cold, possibly due to experiences, and he can detach it like ice in a cup.
I'm so anti social in the party I don't say wassup
Introversion at social events, avoiding casual greetings ("I don't say wassup").
Look inside my mind I'm damn near dead from pain that's bottled up
Internal struggles and pain that are concealed, possibly contributing to his reserved nature.
Maybe that's the reason I'm so quiet and don't say too much
His quiet demeanor might be a result of bottled-up pain and inner turmoil.
Split a dutch and roll a blunt because I need it like a crutch
Using substances as a coping mechanism, comparing it to a crutch for support.
Shoutout to the universe because it always come in clutch
Acknowledging the positive influence of the universe in supporting him ("come in clutch").
Now I'm focused on the truth I do not care bout such and such
Shifting focus to truth and disregarding irrelevant matters ("such and such").
I take blessings not no loss i got drip as pure as Voss
Choosing to embrace blessings and positivity rather than dwelling on losses.
Ima mellow fellow working on my art like Bob Ross
Describing himself as a calm artist, referencing Bob Ross, who was known for his calm demeanor in art.
Meditate like Ram Das paid the cost to be the boss
Engaging in meditation and paying the price to be in control and successful ("cost to be the boss").
All I spread is peace and love they wanna put me on the cross
His focus is on spreading peace and love, despite potential backlash ("put me on the cross").
Baptize me in LSD watch me come out in ecstasy
Metaphorically, a transformative experience through LSD is compared to a baptism.
I believe in heaven and I know that it's inside of me
Expressing a belief in internal heaven, emphasizing self-discovery.
TopOff ima prophet so my soul I cannot sacrifice
Reiteration of being a prophet and unwillingness to sacrifice his soul.
They wanna crucify me in my town like I was Jesus Christ
Repeating the theme of persecution, drawing parallels to the crucifixion of Jesus.
LSD it changed my life feel like my mother had me twice
Reiterating the transformative impact of LSD on his life.
I know I deserve to burn in hell so I keep buying ice
Reiterating acknowledgment of deserving punishment, coping through materialism.
TopOff ima prophet so my soul I cannot sacrifice
Final repetition of being a prophet and safeguarding his soul.
They wanna crucify me in my town like I was Jesus Christ
Final repetition of persecution, likening himself to Jesus in his town.
LSD it changed my life feel like my mother had me twice
Final repetition of LSD's transformative impact, feeling a double connection to life.
I know I deserve to burn in hell so I keep buying ice
Final acknowledgment of deserving punishment, maintaining the coping mechanism of materialism.
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