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Please forgive me for my sins
Requesting forgiveness for committed wrongs or transgressions.
Be prepared I have a lot of them
Acknowledging a multitude of sins that need forgiveness.
And the list is so long I dont know when it will end
Expressing the overwhelming length of the list of sins.
Shit, I dont even know where to begin
Feeling lost and unsure where to start addressing or confessing sins.
awwww damn
Exclaiming a sense of realization or frustration.
Please forgive me for my sins
Reiterating the plea for forgiveness for committed sins.
Half the time I just play pretend
Admitting to pretending or putting on a false facade at times.
And the other half dont give a fuck who lose or wins
Indifferent about outcomes, emphasizing personal priorities over victories or losses.
As long as Im not on the losing end
Desiring to avoid being on the losing side in life.
I aint trying to change my life no Im not a hero
Rejecting the idea of transforming into a hero, seeking a fresh start through confessions.
Im just hoping my confessions will bring me back to zero
Hoping that confessing sins will reset or neutralize personal struggles.
See I never been sad about what I do or the people I do it to
Claiming not to feel remorse about actions or their impact on others.
But I see that could just as easily go
Acknowledging the potential for emotions to change.
Right into the picture Im painting for you
Describing a self-portrait through actions for others to understand.
But you know I
Asserting an intention to do what is morally right.
Try to do what's right
Swearing a commitment to righteousness.
Swear to God
Pledging sincerity by swearing on one's life.
I mean swear on my life
Expressing a past intention to be kind and fair.
I always meant to play nice
Suggesting external factors may have influenced a deviation from intended behavior.
But I think my environment was meant to
Implying environmental forces that may lead to negative actions.
Force me to steal, hurt and kill
Listing morally questionable behaviors influenced by the environment.
But I wont play innocent Im the one that's in control
Asserting personal responsibility and control over actions.
But when your tempting, am I really in control
Raising doubts about control when faced with temptation.
Oh and did I mention you put evil in my soul
Highlighting the influence of external factors on one's soul.
Kind of hard to defeat a power above me alone
Feeling powerless against a force greater than oneself.
But the onus isn't on you this is on me alone
Accepting personal responsibility despite external influences.
I guess I never really believed
Expressing disbelief or doubt in someone taking the time to understand.
You'd ever take the time to be
Addressing the lack of a spectator in one's life.
A spectator of me alone
Reflecting on the loneliness of personal struggles.
Now this is me alone saying
Asserting personal responsibility and seeking forgiveness.
Damn please forgive me for my sins
Reiterating the plea for forgiveness for sins.
Made a couple bad moves thinking I would win
Admitting to mistakes made in pursuit of victory.
But I admit if you dont let me in
Expressing a willingness to repeat mistakes if not forgiven.
I'll do it again and again anda a-motherfukin-gain
Emphasizing a potential cycle of repeating the same mistakes.
Swear to god please forgive me for my sins
Reiterating the plea for forgiveness with a solemn oath.
Always knew I would be here answering for them
Acknowledging the inevitability of being accountable for actions.
So i guess there's nothing left for me to try and defend
Resignation to the inability to defend or justify past actions.
It all comes back in the end
Recognizing the consequences of actions and their return in the end.
You could be the baddest brother on the meanest block but when you see god
Highlighting that one's reputation or power means nothing when facing God.
When you see god when you see god when you see god yea
Emphasizing the humbling experience of encountering God.
You could have All the power over every man but when you see god
Reiterating the insignificance of power when facing the divine.
When you see god when you see god when you see god yea
Underlining the transformative impact of facing God.
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