So Cold
Embracing the Cold: Unraveling the Heartache in Clarence James' Melodic Reflection
Lyrics
My thoughts misguided by the things that i realize i should've paid no mind
Reflecting on thoughts affected by realizations, regretting not ignoring certain things.
Every second goes by, it gets the best of me every time
The passing of time exacerbates the emotional impact, affecting the speaker consistently.
And you're so cold on the outside, I open my mouth and
Describing someone as emotionally distant ("cold") when the speaker attempts to communicate.
Nothing seems to come out right
Difficulty expressing oneself verbally in the presence of this emotionally distant person.
And you're so warm on the inside
Contrasting the exterior coldness with an internal warmth that seems conditional.
Only depends, my my
Dependence on the warmth, suggesting a reliance on the emotional connection.
Look where we're at my dear oh no
Reflecting on the current state of the relationship, expressing concern.
I gotta get us outta here
Feeling the need to escape the current situation for the sake of the relationship.
This kinda place could make our love disappear
Acknowledging that the environment poses a threat to the love shared.
But I don't, don't wanna shed another tear
Expressing reluctance to cry or show vulnerability again.
You're filling me with despair, it ain't fair
Feeling overwhelmed with despair caused by the actions or attitude of the other person.
I know you don't really care
Recognizing the lack of genuine concern or care from the other person.
She's so cold that I froze
Describing the emotional state as freezing due to the coldness of the other person.
She never loved me it was just a little lie that she told herself
Revealing that the love was not reciprocated, and the other person deceived themselves with a lie.
And i don't think she knows (she don't)
Indicating the unawareness of the other person regarding the speaker's feelings.
I do but how's it supposed to help me now that I'm alone
Expressing the speaker's loneliness after realizing the untruths and deception.
I should've been on my own, I should've been on my own
Regretting not being independent earlier, recognizing the need to stand alone.
You didn't think that i was in control, I thought so
Admitting previous misconceptions about being in control of the situation.
But now I feel the ground is so cold
Feeling the emotional impact of the realization, describing the ground as cold.
You ask me if the pains still there I said no
Denying emotional pain when questioned, trying to conceal personal suffering.
But you can see through flesh to my bone
Acknowledging that emotional pain is still evident despite verbal denial.
Now they're asking if it hurts
Addressing inquiries about pain, suggesting that it only hurts upon direct interaction.
Well only if you touch it, almost like it never happened at all
Reflecting on the emotional experience as if it never occurred, downplaying its significance.
Now you're asking how it happened
Responding to inquiries about the cause of emotional pain, implying its irrelevance.
But that don't really matter at all... at all
Dismissing the significance of how the emotional pain originated.
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