Lyrics
Go ahead
Expression of permission or encouragement to proceed
Fuck up my head
An invitation for someone to disturb or confuse the speaker emotionally
You confuse me
Acknowledgment of feeling perplexed or misled
How could you be
Questioning the nature of the person's unreadable or mysterious behavior
So unread
Expressing the emotional impact of the person's actions as unsettling or unclear
When instead
Suggesting an alternative, more transparent way of being
You could be known
Encouraging the person to be recognized or understood by others
Not untold
Highlighting the contrast between being known and remaining a mystery
Fencing, and I'm defending
Reference to a fencing metaphor, possibly indicating a defensive stance in the relationship
With my mind, when I'm designed
Connecting mental defense with personal design or nature
The wrong way, I can tell I'm the prey
Awareness of being the prey, possibly in a challenging or conflicting situation
Everything, is astray
Feeling of disorder or chaos in everything
Go ahead
Reiteration of the permission or encouragement to disrupt the speaker emotionally
Fuck up my head
Repetition of the idea of allowing emotional disturbance
You confuse me
Restating the confusion caused by the person's actions
How could you be
Questioning the unreadable nature of the person
So unread
Reiteration of the impact of the person's behavior as unclear or mysterious
When instead
Encouraging the person to be known instead of remaining a mystery
You could be known
Emphasizing the choice between being recognized or staying untold
Not untold
Reiteration of the desire for the person to be known
Remember forgetting the setting
Recalling a memory of forgetting the initial meeting's context
Where we first met
Specifically mentioning the place where the first meeting occurred
You never surrender the truth that
Emphasizing the person's reluctance to admit they didn't like the speaker back
You didn't like me back
A shared awareness that the person didn't reciprocate feelings
We both know that
Confirming mutual understanding of the situation
They tell me to come around
Being advised to express true feelings when coming around
And tell them just how I feel
A desire to share emotions but recognizing an obstacle or limitation
Oh right I can't
Realization of a constraint preventing honest expression
All I want to do is act upon
Expressing a yearning to act on contemplations
The things that I ponder on
Desire to act on deep thoughts or reflections
Yet on I think
A continuation of contemplating actions or decisions
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