Lyrics
You love the attention
You enjoy being the center of attention
When everybody sees
You like it when everyone notices you
Turn into a villain
You turn into a negative force when I'm just trying to exist
When I just try to be
When I attempt to be myself, you become hostile
Someone you could talk to
I want to be someone you can communicate with
Without losing me, losing me, yeah
But I fear losing myself in the process
Get lost in a feeling
I become deeply engrossed in a feeling
And don't know how to leave
Unable to detach from a situation
Turn ten to a million
A small issue escalates into a significant one
When I'm just tryna breathe
I just want to breathe, but things intensify
I can't keep my head up
It's challenging to stay positive
When I'm supposed to be, what you need, yeah
I struggle to be what you want me to be
And I hate when I'm seeing you cry
I dislike witnessing you in pain
But I'm too damn tired to fight
But I'm too exhausted to engage in a conflict
And I can lift you all the way up
I can support you to the fullest
But I won't let you dance on my heart
But I won't allow you to manipulate or hurt me emotionally
You hide from the lightning
You avoid confronting problems before they escalate
Before it starts to rain
Prior to facing difficulties
I know that you're trying
I understand that you're making an effort
It's getting hard for me
But it's becoming challenging for me
When everything fell through
When everything falls apart
By your side
Despite being by your side
But I couldn't help you
I couldn't assist you
Miss the smile when I met you
I miss the happiness you had when I first met you
And it feels like I let you down
It feels like I disappointed you
All the miles that we traveled through
All the experiences we shared
But I'd still run it back for you
Despite the challenges, I would relive them for you
And I hate when I'm seeing you cry
I dislike seeing you upset
But I'm too damn tired to fight
But I'm too weary to engage in a conflict
And I can lift you all the way up
I can elevate you emotionally
But I won't let you dance on my heart
But I won't let you emotionally manipulate me
(I'll take your call in the middle of the night, I will)
I am willing to be there for you, even in the middle of the night
(Stay up with you for hours and hours and I)
I'll stay awake with you for extended periods
(Let you run through my mind all you want, but I won't)
You can occupy my thoughts, but I won't allow you to hurt me
(Let you dance on my heart, won't let you dance on my heart)
I won't let you manipulate my emotions or take advantage of my feelings
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