Lyrics
Living in a haze
Feeling disconnected and unclear
Counting down the days
Marking time until something
Acting like there's nothing taking over
Behaving as if nothing is gaining control
Staring down the drain
Feeling overwhelmed and hopeless
Taking anything to help me sleep away the pain
Using substances to escape emotional pain
Said I wanna go everywhere
Expressing desire to explore extensively
Said I wanna see everything
Yearning to experience everything
But honestly I'd give anything
Willing to sacrifice anything
If only I could see you now, now
Wishing to see someone desperately
Finding every way to get wasted
Attempting to escape through intoxication
Missing you in all of these places now, now
Feeling the absence of a loved one everywhere
Everyday I go a bit crazy
Struggling with mental instability daily
You're the only one that'll save me now
Believing that this person is the only savior
Without you here I'm just fading
Declining mentally without the person
Now I'm in too deep in the city of no sleep
Feeling deeply entrenched in a sleepless city
Picking up the peaces of this broken dream
Gathering the broken pieces of an shattered ambition
Starting to forget why the hell I came this far
Forgetting the initial purpose of the journey
Oh where did I begin
Confusion about where it all started
Always dreamed about living big
Dreaming of a grand life
Always dreamed about who I'd meet
Imagining encounters with others
But honestly I'd give anything
Still willing to sacrifice anything
If only I could see you now, now
Desiring intensely to see the person now
Finding every way to get wasted
Using different means to escape reality
Missing you in all of these places now, now
Feeling the absence of the loved one persistently
Everyday I go a bit crazy
Continuing to struggle with inner turmoil daily
You're the only one that'll save me now
Believing the person is the sole salvation
Without you here I'm just fading
Fading emotionally without the person
Every step I take I feel your energy
Sensing the presence of the person in each step
Every breath I take I need you close to me
Longing for the person with every breath
Said I wanna go everywhere
Expressing the desire for extensive exploration again
Said I wanna see everything
Reiterating the wish to witness everything
But honestly I'm dying here without you
Admitting deterioration without the loved one
Always dreamed about living big
Dreaming of a significant life
Always dreamed about who I'd meet
Imagining encounters with others
But honestly I'd give anything
Still willing to sacrifice anything
If I could be with you right now, now
Desiring intensely to be with the person immediately
Finding every way to get wasted
Using various means to escape reality
Missing you in all of these places now, now
Feeling the absence of the loved one persistently
Everyday I go a bit crazy
Continuing to struggle with inner turmoil daily
You're the only one that'll save me now
Believing the person is the sole salvation
Without you here I'm just fading
Fading emotionally without the person
Without you here I'm just fading away
Emphasizing the emotional decline without the person
Without you here I'm just fading
Highlighting the emotional fading due to absence
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