Lyrics
I been trying my hardest not to let you go and
Expressing effort to keep the relationship intact.
I been trying my hardest just to make you some dough cause
Striving to provide financial support for the partner.
I been seeing you struggle do it all on your own
Observing partner's struggles in handling everything alone.
So I just cannot bring myself to leave you alone so
Resisting the urge to leave the partner alone.
Fucked up fill my cup mix the sprite with patron
Indulging in substances to cope with emotions.
Worse is the burn in my chest when I hear this song
Feeling emotional pain when hearing a specific song.
Don't know if I'm right or wrong
Uncertain about the correctness of actions or decisions.
Smoke hits my chest and the stress is gone
Relief from stress through smoking.
Damn this pressures getting way too strong
Feeling overwhelmed by external pressures.
Anxiety chills from dusk to dawn
Experiencing anxiety persistently from day to night.
I been going through pain I can't explain to you
Expressing difficulty in explaining personal pain.
Tried to win the game inside my Brain but I always lose
Struggling to succeed in internal battles.
Never been the same my mind has been abused
Undergoing mental distress and alteration.
Constantly confused that's why I burn my fumes
Consistently feeling confused, resorting to coping mechanisms.
I never see you enough
Not spending enough time with the partner.
I always say that I'm busy with stuff
Claiming busyness as a reason for the lack of time.
Gotta admit that I'm finding it hard to adjust
Struggling to adapt to changes, acknowledging difficulty.
Don't know what I've become
Uncertain about personal transformation.
I just want to come home
Desiring to return home.
I'm scared of what I don't know
Fearful of the unknown.
So how am I supposed to grow if I get high when I feel low
Questioning personal growth while using substances during low moments.
You will never ever know what's going on inside my mind
Concealing inner thoughts and emotions.
Always stressing second guessing till the end of time
Experiencing continuous stress and doubt.
So I know
Recognizing the need to trust oneself.
I should trust myself sometimes
Acting normal despite internal struggles.
So I go
Continuing to behave as if everything is fine.
And act like everything's just fine
Reiteration of the effort to maintain the relationship.
I been trying my hardest not to let you go and
Continuing to strive for financial support for the partner.
I been trying my hardest just to make you some dough cause
Witnessing the partner's struggles and refusing to abandon them.
I been seeing you struggle do it all on your own
Reaffirming the commitment to stay with the partner.
So I just cannot bring myself to leave you alone so
Using substances to cope with emotions, echoing earlier lines.
Fucked up fill my cup mix the sprite with patron
Repeating the emotional impact of a particular song.
Worse is the burn in my chest when I hear this song
Uncertainty persists about the correctness of actions.
Don't know if I'm right or wrong
Similar relief from stress through smoking.
Smoke hits my chest and the stress is gone
Reiteration of the overwhelming pressure experienced.
Damn this pressures getting way too strong
Anxiety persisting from day to night, repeating earlier lines.
Anxiety chills from dusk to dawn
Emphasizing the continuous struggle with anxiety.
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